mystrangebrew's blog: "ramble on..."

broken beaten battered and blue I never knew the cost of my love for you I gave my best my soul to rest my heart was yours you trew it on the floor now I wish I never did If you only knew what you love did to my brew I wish things be different for in the end what I can't stand the most is I lost a friend My best friend you where you once concured no matter what you said you where there for me in the muck now I know it was only a game you chewed me up, and said I was to blam how can this be when you set me free I only tried to show my heart and the love to grow I will go on... I have no choice I hope you hear my voice even tho you are not around I will stand by without a frown I am here if you need you need only ask my heart is gold and I am up for the task I meant what I had said you'll be my friend to the end That is something great priceless indeed I would starve indeed to help a friend in need when all is said and all is done we all meet our maker and answer for our deeds I will stand tall not proud or boast knowing I tried to give my most.......

Here I sit full of question, indepth thought, or late night vexation? Too each thier own or destiny...many broken thoughts inside my head, fuck I wish I could just go to bed. Blinded by pain, used, abused, torn, and scorn, will not the sun shine? Frustrations mount, life is paramount.. Have no one understand what kind of man lays within, no more sin, but still a little bitter, under my skin...a burning desire. How do we all do the things we do, under what intentions are these infections of life we sometimes hate to live? If you stay true and you are determined life will bring back the fruits of your own goodness planted today will sow tomarrow...the day will come when the sun sets and the beauty abound that life really has turned around... least us all never forget, give up regret, and turn your cheek, you never know whom you may meet, everything happens for a reason...in every season, and go out into the night with no fright...and make a new friend. one to the end. because goodness does exsist, though for most too easy to resist...I live within looking for that grin of that person who can see inside I never lied, only wanted the dues, for the pain and the woo's ..for I feel its about time...

so just another brick on the wall... it is always darkest before dawn they day and it true...but its been one looong night and I am ready for the sun....always look to the future and the goodness one can create and experience Solid Rock Forever: Saved by grace, not by ourselves, but it IS a gift from God Eph 2:8