I sit here and wonder after another relationship that failed...*and not because of me*...is it possible to find a REAL man...u try to do all u can to make a guy happy and all u expect is to be treated right in return! it's like no matter what u do or say it's not good enough! i am not a picky girl all i want is someone who treats me and by girls right...i don't wanna be cheated on,beat on,stole from,or lied to! i don't think that is too much to ask! shit i have work 2 and 3 jobs to take care of the guys i was seein at times..y can't i find one that will get off there ass and help out! i just don't understand!maybe i am just not worthy of anythin better than what i have found! i dunno! LIFE AND LOVE SUCK!
