MRMAGOO1002002's blog: "R.I.P. TO MY FIANCE AND MY DAUGHTER"

JANUARY 1st 1979 TO APRIL 16 th 2007 & APRIL 1st 2006 TO APRIL 16 th 2007 THE STORY I RECEIVED A CALL FROM MY FIANCE WHOM IN WHICH AT THE TIME WE WAS ON BAD TERMS AND SHE HAD WENT BACK TO HER HOME TOWN WHICH IS IN LIMA OHIO WHERE HER MOTHER AND FATHER LIVED SHE ASK HOW AND I SAID FINE I HOPE YOU ARE THE SAME SHE SAID KEITH I HAVE SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL U AND I SAID WHAT IS IT AND SHE STARTED CRYING SHE SAID I HAD A LIL GIRL BY YOU AND I NEVER TOLD U BECAUSE I WAS MAD AND I WAS IN SHOCK AND THEN SAID WELL U KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOU THAT I NEVER HAD A FATHER AND I WANT TO BE IN MY CHILDS LIFE AND HAVE A FAMILY UNLIKE MY FATHER AND MINE SO WE TALKED AND TALKED AND THEN SHE SAID IM GONE COME DOWN AND WE CAN REUNITE AND U CAN SHE YOUR LIL GIRL CUZ I KNOW THATS WHAT U ALWAYS WANTED WAS A LIL GIRL GOD GAVE ME MY WISH AND HE ANSWERS TO MY PRAYERS SO SHE SAID I WILL BE LEAVING OUT IN ABOUT 2 HOURS SO ABOUT THREE OURS LATER I CALLED HER MOM I SAID SHE HASN CHECKED IN ALONG THE WAY HAVE U HEARD FROM HER 1 HOUR LATER HER MOM CALLED ME BACK SAID KEITH I GOT SOME BAD NEWS I SAID WHAT DID SHE CHANGE HER MIND AND SHES NOT COMNING SHE SAID NO KEITH THEY GOT HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER AND DIED IN THE HOSPITAL IM AM HERE NOW I DIDN GET A CHANCE TO SAY GOOD BYE I DIDN EVEN GET A CHANCE TO LOOK INTO MY FIRST AND ONLY DAUGHTERS EYES SHE WAS 1 AND SOME HOW GOD PLAY IN MY DREAMS THE INCIDENT THAT OCCURED THE WRECK THE CARNAGE AND I SEE MY LIL GIRL CRYING CALLIN OUT FOR HELP TO ME BUT I CAN AND COULD DO NOTHING AS I REMIND U THATS THE ONLY PIC I HAVE OF MY LIL GIRL AND THE ONLY ONE I EVER WILL AS I CRY WHEN I WRITE THIS I WILL SAY TO ANY MAN OR WOMAN WHO HAS A CHILD STAY IN THERE LIVES U DONT KNOW WHAT U REALLY GOT TILL THEY ARE DEAD AND GONE I MUST CLOSE CUZ I CAN SEE TO TYPE AS I SAY I LOVE U LYNNETTE AND MY DAUGHTER I'ESHIA AS THEY ARE DEAD NOW AND MY LIFE STILL CARRIES ON ! NOW A POEM I FOUND THAT SEEMS TO FIT JUST RIGHT ! YOU NEVER SAID I WAS LEAVING YOU NEVER SAID GOOD BYE YOU WERE GONE BEFORE I KNEW IT AND ONLY GOD KNEW WHY A MILLION TIMES I NEEDED U AMILLION TIMES I CRIED AS MY EYES WILL NEVER DRY BECAUSE U LEFT FROM BY MY SIDE IF LOVE ALONE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU , YOU NEVER WOULD OF DIED IN LIFE I LOVED U DEARLY IN DEATH I LOVE U STILL IN MY HEART U HOLD A PLACE THAT NO ONE COULD EVER FILL IT BROKE MY HEART TO LOOSE YOU BU U DIDNT GO ALONE FOR PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD TOOK U HOME DEDICATED TO YOU MY DECEASED FIANCE AND MY LIL GIRL I LOVE U ALWAYS EVEN THOUGH U NOT HERE ANYMORE I PRAY TO U TO LOOK DOWN APON ME KEEP YA EX MAN FROM TROUBLE PAIN AND TRAGEDY AND TO MY LIL GIRL KEEP DADDY STRAIGHT I LOVE U HONEY I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOUR FACE WHEN I GET TO THOSE GOLDEN GATES IN LOVING MEOMORY OF YOU AND MOMMY SINGED KEITH ! LOVE ALWAYS