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Who I am ? Iam a woman whos has a very big heart some one who lives a very deep dark world that no one knows about ....... I have thoughhts of suscide why you ask ? all i can say is walk in my shoes for a day and see if you wouldnt feel the same way ... I stare into the dark of the night in silence because i dont sleep its day light when i do finally drift off to sleep for some people sleep comes easy but not for me i wonder and ponder Am i the only person like me but I know iam not ..... I work hard and play even harder but i still think just who am i ?
Iam sitting here crying from the fool they tell you they love you just to use you when they need bids my heart is torn apart into millions of peices actuallty thought you were the one my knight in shinning armour just to find out i was playing on the fools playground iam so tired i stayed up for you until wee mdnight hours when i woke this moorning you were the one i thought of wit a smile on my face but a frown now tears are falling from my eyes my heart hurts but i guess thats why they say never play on the fools playground will i ever learn love ya smack as i thoughht u did me
i sit and watch you we talk almost every nite even in your druken stoper i cant shake you what has taken my brian if you would only open up to me you would see iam not like your ex i would love you hold you and cry with you it broke my heart to watch your pain last nite you stumble around the room i was feeling helpless i couldnt be there in case you got hurt i cried last nite and yes the words i said i meant even tho you cant seem to let me in i hope one day you can see me as a person you can like or love we talked about our kids last nite iam bloggin this to you so you can remeber even tho you probally wont remeber just always know that iam here for you no matter how far we are i will be there for you to cry to remeber your not alone in your pain you know my pain love ya queen
Iam just sittin here thinking wtf happened i thought rc was diffretn but to my surpirze he is like all the rest of the jerk off in the world wow lades watch out dont get chacht in his tangled web of lies when it is my turn to be happy for real not just a wek or two iam just getting plain tried i hope boo is diffrent i will only have to wait and see
hey all this one is to all my friends they are silly kooky crazy they are srpead across the globe ive never met them but i love them they are my fu friends when a gak needs someone all this queen has to do is log in they are always there in good time and bad wow i love you all guys hugs from your queen
the phonbe rings awaken from a dream i answer its ny sister the conversation is not good i get the news my aunt had died in her sleep omg my aunt no we were close i cant get down to ky to late to say goodbye i had thought of her the day before but didnt call why i wish i would have now but now to late to say good bye as tears well up i scream cursing god why is he being so crude to me what have i done in life to lose so fucking much i sit here now remembering her her tellin me be good bj the spakins i used to get for gettin in her stuff damn i cant even get to ky yo be there i think thats the hardest part whos next every body do the queen a favor tell your fams you love them everyday no matter what cause you never know when or if it will be to late to say goodbye I love you frannie tell mom and dad i love them to damn it why ppls why
wb was born jan 25 of 2001 two weeks old i take him to the dr office he is not well the dr put him in the hospitl folks its rsv as a new mom i was scared for my little guy three days later they flew him to cable hungiton hospital the flight dr says they dont think he will make the flight omg iam in a panick me my mom and sister drives as fast as we can to cabel i dont know if my little boy will be there when i arrive i get there the dr makes me wait he is in critcilal oh god i thought no please dont take him 22 hour later they call for me iam tremblin is my baby boy ok i go in to see him looks like a horror flick tubes every where what the hell the dr comes in and says he is alive just a machine is keepin him alive i srceam why will he be ok i fall to my knees beggin god please dont take him please the dr takes me out of the room he explains that i have to be strong for j and me losin it willnot help but all i think you dont know what iam feelin omg they say he will be ok they dont know if he will be a normal little boy or not 22 days later the dr says mom we are gonn take him off the life support that has kept him alive all i can do is hope he will start breathin on his own iam real scared but i know he will be ok iam holdin him as he awakes he moves omg i holler dr he moved they said yes we knew he would be alright now my son is 9 years old healthy cant even tell he was on the brink of death i love you j always remeber i love you mommy loves you
hello all do you hate ignorant people who thinks they can tear your world apart with rude comment well i do i work at mcds and we have one girl ho hates gay and bis of which iam bi and she knows this to top it off our store manger is gay and id hate to be her if our boss would find out one day someone will find who this girl is really and when she is on the spot light i know she will not like people makin fun of her for some one to point the finger surley has something to hide
hello all iam queen if you read my blog then stop by and vist http://fubar.com/lounge/67575 were haveing fun and want to see you at are party sucessfully yours Queen
