Asphalt Cowboy's blog: "PUSH"

Yeah wouldn't it be funny, Bone Chilla and Out Law on the mic, rapping and rapping all damn night about lesbians and what to do with them. Yeah man I know two of them. I don't know who the hell you think they are. They ain't ever going to ride in my car. And if they did, they would be sitting in the same seat, their lags spread. Look no meat. The radio will be up all the way, laughing at these hoes cause their gay. The radio will be playing Abstraq, banging with the bass in the back. As I drive I see three cones up on the bridge, the road is closed but guess what, suicide it is.

Hey Out Law, wish I was there, flipping the finger and not giving a care. I know this is sad so don't get huffy-puffy, upset, and mad. When you're with Brutis, don't jump anymore hills. I don't want my brother to be a suicidal cripple. Go be a military man, yeah stand up and fight for this land. At night look at the northern star, I'll be looking too wondering how you are. I press the gas while going up over the side, I know man I'm going to die. As I land and hit the ground. Look two eighteen wheelers going east bound, Your dad and mine. Now I hope this don't happen in time, you and I until we die, signing off, goodbye.

Place your hand in mine, as we walk this world combine. Step over the cracks that we left behind. Run with me as I see the sun that has been hideing, leading you on. Take a breath as I exhale all your dreams, see forever and what it means.

Close your eyes and see me there, feel my heart beat with care. Open your mind for a different veiw. Look at me, looking at you. Stay awhile to see my charm, that is protected in your arms. Laugh with me, as I pick on you. Learn a side of me I never knew.

Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good.

See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true.

Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good.

See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight.

Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good.

That summer brezz, I can still rember. It didn't blow cold at all. We were just too far away from anything to ever fall. The music played as we went around and around all that day. The night got clear, so we looked to the stars, before they could turn away. I'll always rember just the way it was, things were small as we were above. Everything was normal for teenage love. The fairiss wheel went around and around, all the lights flashing all so bright. Just the two of us holding eachother threw the night.

We just smiled and starred into eachothers eyes. We'll stay together, our love will never die. Now I just hope she'll stay with me. We'll stay together just wait and see.

Oh we'll stay together, just wait and see. Oh we'll stay together, she'll stay here with me.

That summer brezz, I can still rember. It didn't blow cold at all. We were just too far away from anything, to ever fall.

Oh we'll stay together, just wait and see. Oh we'll stay together, she'll stay here with me.

Oh we'll stay together, just wait and see. Oh we'll stay together, she'll stay here with me.

Still the same old neighbor hood, like many years ago. House sitting white picket frames, like rockwells in a row. I've always been the rebal son, but Daddy didn't mind. He wanted me to chase my dreams like he did one time.

Now he's on the front porch, as I get out of my car. As my fathers eyes reach mine, theres one wish in my heart. I wish my dad was thirty five again. He would be young and I would be ten. We would go fishing, throw an old ball around. Wash his truck, go into town. We can never go back to the way it was then. Just for today I wish he was thirty five again.

Now we sit and talk for hours, of life out on the road. What I seen and where I been, and journeys left to go. Mamma looks at both of us, "Your like two kids, I swear." Then the stories turn to laughs, before the leaveing turns to tears.

Now he's on the front porch, as I get out of my car. As my fathers eyes reach mine, theres one wish in my heart. I wish my dad was thirty five again. He would be young and I would be ten. We would go fishing, throw an old ball around. Wash his truck, go into town. We can never go back to the way it was then. Just for today I wish he was thirty five again.

If you ever want to see a waterfall, I will take you to Niagra. If you ever want to see a sunset, I will take you to Airazona. If you ever want to stand on top of a mountain, I will take you hiking, and if you ever want to see a love thats strong. Baby I will take you home.

If you ever want to see the open sea, I will take you to the west keys. If you ever want to see a eagle fly, I will take you to the Wyoming skies. If you ever want to see a shooting star, I will take you to the hood of my car, and if you ever want to see a mircle. Baby I will take you home.

So if you ever want to see your dreams, then don't be afraid to follow me. Just put your hand in mine and I will show you everything. Beyond your front porch, higher then the north pole. So if you ever want to see forever. Baby I will take you home.

They tell me that they don't know who I am anymore. I keep it that way so I don't get board. You say maybe there could be a chance with me in the future, but now you can go away, because I don't really see myself with you, with your ways. There was only one chance you could of been mine, but I don't see a next time.

Next time I won't be there for you. Next time won't ever come around. Cause next time, theres no such truth, cause next time there won't be a you. I'll be gone when you decide to write again. I'll be gone when you want me more then a friend. Can't you see theres no future with me, can't you see what I can't find. Now you know theres no next time

Your too close for me to see your ugly sides, your too close for me to see your inter lies. Your too close for me, to understand where you came from, your too close for me to understand all your rights and wrongs.

Back away from my side, let me choose to decide. Step ahead from my path, let me do the math. Count all your rights and wrongs. Divide my thoughts into songs. Count all your weaks and strenghts, divide my control into restrenghts.

Keep yourself behind the walls, that I built to keep me out. Keep yourself behind the lights that I lite, to see me now. Let me beg you to go away, never let me in. Let me beg you to never stay, now go ahead my friend.

Your better left on the side, cuttin my wings from flying in. Your better left on the other side, throwing my heart out into the wind. You don't need me breaking you, you don't need me coming unglued. I want you to go far, I want you to break my heart.

Show me that I made you strong, can't cry out for you. Show me that I was wrong, this can't come untrue

I guess I was about the age of four, watching tv, sitting on the floor.Your a bright young man, you hold the tools in your hand. Momma handed me my coloring book and some crayons, and thats where it all began. She told me, when a good idea comes around. Write it down. You got something thats hard to find, and thats your inmagination in your mind. Don't hide what you have found, write it down.

It started back when I was sixteen, the english teacher came up to me. Your a bright young man, you hold the tools in your hand. She handed me some paper and an ink pen, and thats where it all began. She told me when a good idea comes around, write it down. You got something thats hard to find. Thats your inmagination in your mind. Don't hide what you have found, write it down.