Today wasn't a good or bad day. It was just...a day. I mainly listened to my friends lives of sorrows and happenings, and reflected upon my own life. I think EVERYONE goes thru troubles on a daily basis! Isn't it funny how nothing is completely balanced? If it isn't a relationship, its your career, if its not those two, then its finances..........But I really believe it is those little things--those special moments that we forget about that should overcome all the fear and doubt.
So many relationships are being torn apart because people lose faith. Not just in God--but in THEMSELVES. I believe that when I start a new relationship, that I want someone who is going to have faith in the Lord, themselves & ME. Besides communication, I think that is key.Perhaps I won't be with anyone at all....I am going to just take it one day at a time and wait for the right person this time if he happens to come along.
My priorities are high. He must love the Lord, he must have confidence in himself, and he MUST want a family life. I am to help others and pray for others that are suffering the way I used to. I still have pain--believe me. Just because you believe in God doesn't automatically make any of the pain go away! It just is different by realizing you have no control-HE does, and letting God handle it instead of yourself--when I do that my pain subsides, and I can once again relish in happy moments.I just know not to take things for granted like I used to.I sincerely believe if I don't do anything else, I am to Thank God for the little things and rejoice in them. No matter how bad things may seem around me now, there is Always some joy to look forward to.
