It would be easy to say that I'm 6'3 200lbs and I'ma nice guy,but who am I.???????????????????????????instead of wasting your time with the whole story.we can do this in flash backs like in the movies.The first part takes place around 1978-1980 giveor take a year.Most of my early years were in frontof the the t.v. in Detroit.T.V. was different back then everything you see now onT.V.Land was on all day on chanals 2 4 7 20 50 56 62.only two cable chanals IT & ON.Durning this time I had a few fathers you may knowthem James Evans,Ricky Recardo,Fred Sanford,James showed me to take on real trouble head on.Ricky showed me come home to your woman no matterhow much she nuts up & Fred said enjoy life why youcan.As the 80's took over and I found out Life is morethan T.V. It was time for me to see the world.As muchas a 12year old can.At this age a lot of things werebeing pushed to my mind.The battle for my soul had begun.God , sex , money,they wont like without the$100.00 shoes.Why are all the cool kids so dumm,Whatis happening to my penus.Can any body help the 12year old boy I was.At this age the pre teens early teens yearsI would just about believe any thing that was said to meand I thank God that I did not fall by the waste side.My mother place me in a private school Evangle Christian.With all that was going on around me now it'stime to fight satan.Depending what going on in my life thats how I view my shcool years.This flash back from school is 17-21 years back.In 3 1/2 in highschool I wentfrom a nobody to the most popular person in school to anoutcast.I would write poems about how much I loved Jesus so sweet so nice.Every wedsday at 12:30 we would havechapel service the whole school would be in the schoolgymnasium 1st grade-12th I was asked to read one of my poems in the service.I didnot read it I rapped it.The school went wild.Yes.I was the man for some time.On the raido WMUZ 103.5 the christian station I would read my poems & just like in school I rapped it and my younglife change.I got so many record offers I did not know what to do.In orther peoples mind I was this great giftfrom God.The king of christin rap.All of this was soon to fall apart big time.Around 1985-1989 I worked at dominospizza on kelly down the street from Eastland Mall in Haperwoods,MI.(For legal reasons I wont say any names)I worked with this guy he was a vampire this was his religion.Everyday I would work it was the Jesus freak vs.the blood freak.Hearing & seeing his freakish ways was making me sick.One day he ate a live mouse at work in frontof everybody & he ask all the female workers to bring the used tampons to work and he would eat the blood off it.I needed to talk to someone about this.So I ran into someone at one time was my friend.I talked about workedand leaving the job.I was feeling better and I started tohear vampire jokes around me.Onr friday after school was over somebody wrote on the history room wall "I love satan." The history teacher ask me did I do it.I could not believe that the same pepole that asked me to pray for them & there families would ask me did you write that,do you still love the Lord.The people from the record companywere at the school that day for me to sign the record deal.The one time friend told the school & the record companyI was a vampire & a satan lover.The record never happen after that my reputation was as good as wet toilet paper.The last few weeks of school were hell.I had no friendsno real life any more I had that #!@%$#@ pizza job.The summer of 1989 I drifted into darkness.To this day I still can't believe what i started doing?