PoSTaL MuSe's blog: "PoStal ~vents~"

On my way to work today, I remembered how important it is to "put it out there" and make it happen....

So, here it goes

 

I would like to be the manager of the greenhouse at my work and make at least as much as I was making at the job I was laid off from which is only a buck twenty five difference.

 

I'm currently the greenhouse supervisor, basically it would just be the title and I would be in charge of all the ordering. I already manage most of the other tasks.

So yup, I guess we'll see...yes?

What would you like to "put out there"?

♥

PoSTaL

Really, I should.

*kicks herself*

Just when I thought some rewards were coming my way, my fiance's car needs fixed (that's a grand) and my water heater goes out..god knows what that is gonna cost (I rent but, my landlord is in Cali) I wanna cry...I've been working my ass off and ya, shit keeps happening :( I just want to be able to pay my bills and surrive... dammit....I guess I just keep going...bills are getting paid....just late...and that means stress and I despise stress...

I'm spose to design/quote a zen garden...how in the hell am I spose to do it with my tummy this way??? O, I gotta sell my macbook to pay for the fiances car....shitty.

 

*sigh*

 

I hope you all are ok....it's not even a full moon...wtf?

It was sooo gorgeous up at the cabin!!

we had rain, snow, sleet and hail :) no sun...until we were leaving...lol!

Soooo awesome to see my dad,  I could have talked to him for four more days at least!  I was glued to his side like when I was 6 and daddy could do no wrong.  Strange, since my mom passed he's totally become a happier man.  He's getting his medicines and breathing stuffs and actually listening to doctors, it amazes me.  His smile radiated over his face, for the last time we were all together was when my grandmother passed like 5 years ago.

My fiance met him for the first time...that went well...I'd like them to have a more casual, less busy setting the next time we see him but ya, it was nice.

For the first time in we don't know when ALL the beds were taken and people were doubled up! The boys wouldn't stop chatting (it was my boys first slumber party...he turned 9 today) I only got like two hours of sleep. It was my dad, my brother, my brothers best friend, my niece and her two best friends, me, my fiance, my teenager and her boyfriend,  my son with three of his friends and 4 dogs!!!

We had yummy elk burgers and homemade french fries for dinner last night...and my daddy sent me home with elk steak, elk burger and deer steaks.  NO YOU CAN'T COME OVER *evil grin*

What did you do???

 

 

I'm bitching...

So, if you don't wanna read me bitch and moan...leave now!!!

I have way too much shit to do and not enough time to do it...

Granted, I'm loving the fact that I'm busy but, it's kinna taking it's toll on me.  My house is a wreck, my yard looks like shit, I haven't worked on the online store or website in weeks,  I have to redesign my business cards and brocheres for pride fest...UGH!!!

I was sick for a week and feel like I'm drowning, cause I can't get shit done!!  Well, I'm getting stuff done in clients yards...but, really I need to get my "winter" business going...or ....I"m screwed.

Our weather has been wacky so some days I can't work cause it's too hot or too cold or....like today...IT HAILED btw..I worked in that.

*sigh*

I'm going to my cabin this weekend...maybe I"ll get shit done instead of coming here to unwind....I think coming here keeps me sane.

I really don't want to go Postal on a client.

 

Yes Passion's, I do know what you mean.  but, this totally beats working for someone else.

 

 

 

so ya...I got my shit done for pride fest...GOOOO ME! only took an hour or so....LOL!

 

 

so....I unblocked that piece o crop...

and he comes ...kills my buzz and rates me  a one....with both his profiles.

when I went to return the love ...I find I"m still blocked.....

 

Is this chicken shit at it's finest??

 

or what??

 

should I just block him and keep it that way???

honestly, I don't like him going after my friends...

sigh, maybe a nice orange person will show him his ways???

 

perhaps this should be a mumm??

 

I dont rate 1's...even when I slap someone or buzzkill them I don't reate them a 1 ...I either a. don't rate...or give them an 11

 

????

 

from:	rednecks demon United States	subject:	hey
		received:	05/27/2010 04:10 pm
		replied:	05/27/2010 04:11 pm   block this member

from:	rednecks demon United States	subject:	hey
		received:	05/27/2010 04:11 pm
		replied:	no   block this member
leave my girl along bitch from: rednecks demon United States subject: hey received: 05/27/2010 04:17 pm replied: no   block this member u need to quit fucking with people from: rednecks demon United States subject: hey received: 05/27/2010 04:19 pm replied: no   block this member bring it on bitch what goes around comes around I wasn't able to respond to any of that...cause he had me blocked...so this is where I turned on my pimp hand :)

I feel amazingly awesome today!!!

very blessed indeed!

I have great friends (both r/l and fu)

a wonderful family (both r/l and fu)

and the sun is finally shining!!!!

 

I guess I'm always in a good mood when I know I'm going to the nurseries and greenhouses!!!

I WISH I COULD TAKE ALL OF YOU WITH ME!!!

 

I finally got the correct logo on my shirts and now have quite the selection of "monkey suits" The girl totally came through and credited me my full amount, even stiched some shirts I found at a local store (none of the online wholesalers had my colour)  I pick up a couple of jackets today, I CAN'T WAIT!

I have a part time worker already and hope to keep her employed through the growing season.  (I don't know though, I kinna wanna start saving some money)

I have 4 new clients and the list seems to be growing :) so....we'll see.

 

I connected with an old friend on facebook and my aunt....I love words.....and computers...so much easier to "hash out" old issues....

 

Anyway, I hope everyone is well.

 

♥

~Postal

 

 

I just wrote a long ass blog and it said my session was expired...wtf?

 

ok....so here it goes...without you fuckers...I wouldn't have made it this far...

no shit..no lie...I'm fucking serious!

 

Anyway, I just wanted to remind you that some people do notice and that you're appreciated and loved and stuff. *hugs*

 

Things are going very well...thanks to my mumming and research I believe I've figured out my complete marketing stratogy ;)

Thanks to boops...my site is free of gramical errors and spelling errors

Thanks to a few of you other fuckers for checking it out to make sure it looks ok n stuffs...

 

I have two clients about to secure their estimates and I'm stoked...and I just got off the phone with another potential client that I'm placing a bid for on Thrusday...

 

So, thanks everyone! YOU ROCKITH!

happy 420 now....LET'S DANCE!!!

PEEEEEEOOOOOPPPPPLLLLLLEEEEEEE.... THIS IS STRANGE! Everything is a bit different...cool but different... Anyway, just wanted to let people know that; I didn't kill the fiance, even though I still kinna want to. and I'm rearranging my friends list to people that are on here and I talked to often...you other freaks..you're still TOPS OF MY LIST...you just go "other places" and when you're here..you'll find me *grin* I hope..*quick look of wonder and sadness* yup.. ♥