Bubby's blog: "Poetry"

As she drives down the road She looks curiously in the rearview mirror She sees soccer mom left overs in the back She hears a sippy cup rolling around in the back seat A plane passes by, How she feels the need for clouds in her face The rush of speed of liftoff, the freedom of being closer to God beneath her wings The sensation of a hard banked turned escaping mountain tops She looks to her left and sees the waves crashing in the ocean She thinks back to her days in lakes rushing over waves She's reminded of that little girl and young woman full of joy and happiness Her cell recieves a text, You need to Pick up the kids, I'm running late Another message comes in "Don't forget we are taking my freinds to big bear" Can you watch the kids as I go skiing? Where did her life go? How did it get this way? A woman full of so much inner beauty That only shines through her outter beauty She think of her earlier years of being in control Knowing the limitations Conquering all of her fears through DOING! Some say life is measured by Breaths we take Or things that take our breath away! If you love something let it go If it comes back it was meant to be The woman I know is still there! Suffereing from her world lost, only comforted by her cries Lost Pennsylvania eyes, Stuck in California Skies!

Bags are packed Enough is enough! These bags are a reminder of the luggage that has weighed on for years How many promises been made How many lies have been sold Same old Same old Clock ticking Moons pass by The window is clear, the view of freedom makes her drool Things will get better! I will change Same old Same old Wallpaper becomes dingy Stains in the carpet The distance of closeness strangles her Is this the way life is going to end? Will it get better Same old Same Old!

"I Fucking Hate You" For everything you do I'd like to swallow you And everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify Every fucking bullshit lie It only makes me want to break you You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly Take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me (Fuck you) (Fuck you) (Fuck you) You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me And I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me Fuck you (fuck you) Fuck you (fuck you) Fuck you (fuck you) Fuck you (fuck you) Compliments of GODSMACK!

Not many people can go out and simply stare Rolling hills of Bluegrass, mist is in the air When the sun shines down on fields of flowers God has spoken, I can feel all his powers! ading through creeks, rocks beneath my feet Heavens gates open, my joyous soul I greet Walking through a misty country haze Horses in the distance gather for a graze Fruitful soil that's soft and gentle A farmers delight, harvest is plentiful When it's time for me to leave there is one thing before I roam Please play for me my song My Old Kentucky Home

Angry Side of Me If you really want to know me Then know this I am a man who can have a heart of gold Push me more than once, and I will unfold I don't care where I am at or what I'm doing Be a smart ass and you'll see my anger over flowing I will let you walk and walk until the end But once your there, you're not my friend I will show you a side that's way tucked inside My frustrations for you I cannot hide I'll walk away and never look back Pack my bags confidence I don't lack I'll get in my car and drive night and day My trust you broke, my heart will stray So with this I'll finish and finally say You're not my friend stay the Fuck Away!

The beauty of a woman Is her ability to be strong, independent, and free The way she carries herself The way she can take care of herself The way she knows she is in control The love of a woman Is her endless ways to release herself Little laughs, soft gentle kisses, and the way she moves The way her arms fit tight around my shoulders The way her lips match mine exactly The heart of a woman Is unlike any creature on the earth The way they care The way they provide The way the look after the ones they love The way I feel for my woman Is I don't want her to be controlled What drew me was her independence The way she kisses me The way she enjoys who I am No one can ever replace what we share No one can replace who she is to me No one can replace her No one could possibly love her more than I do!

We met and it was true love Not from the sexual side of things But from the instant magnet of two hearts That feeling that rushes over you From looking into someones eyes and seeing them smile To that first touch, where passion runs through your body I will alaways remember that first kiss Where tongues searched and found hidden bliss The feel of your lovers skin That runs so deep like a forrest Wanting to explore and never let go The simple things of giggling and laughing The not wanting to say goodbye Not knowing if this would ever happen again Being able to talk for hours on the phone The hidden place that takes you away from everyday grind Knowing your loved, knowing someone has given you their heart Passion is wonderful thing It can also be the kiss of death Will I ever have that feeling again? Will I ever be as happy as that one fine day that we met Will I ever hold something so close to my heart And will my heart ever let me love like I loved her? I want her, I need her, I treasure everything about her She is the candy I desire She is the flame that keeps me warm She is my perfect vacation that brings out the best of me I love her and will always love her to the end of time! How can I show her? How can I make sure I stay in her heart? Only time can tell! They say sometimes if you love something so much Set it free. I'm afraid if I do, she will never remember me I love her breath, her hidden moist treasure I crave her rapid heart beats next to mine I want to feel that soft skin pressed against mine Now so many try to own her All I want is for her to finally be herself Something that no lover she has had has let her do She is so special, so smart, so beautiful! I know one day I will be hers again Because she is all I need If for nothing else She completes me!

Splendid grass waving with the wind Soft silence over coming me The presence of a gift shake me Then the memory of your love surrounds me The happiness of the thought of you The craving to see you again That laugh that comforts darkness The unwillingness to ever let go Walk tall as you did here As you should in heaven Always know your loved and missed Always know you'll never be forgotten I love and miss you..........

Today I realized what it is Nothing more than a dream Real life platitudes Washed up in my face Renouncing my faith For love is lost in time Another journey awaits As Standing Bear is alone Reconciled by differences Images of destiny Wastefully swepted away By the tears of a dried up river The journey is followed slowly By another chapter of life Only angered filled by mystery As the new pages are empty with desire People who depend on me Have to wait Like a clown you can't see my face For happiness has no time Sunny days Moonlit skies Sparkling stars Running waters A man of his word Being more to others than himself The shoulders and hands for others to rest upon His caring left as memories The miles of scars I hold The new horizons I must reach New chapter begins My footprints begin to log Diary of a wounded man

My sweet Appalachian Princess Tucked deep within the mountains Eyes bright and shiny, Lips filled with hidden pashions The unforsaken things This life that you have led Mysteries felt deep inside, Deep inside your head The woman you are, and the duaghter you will raise Gardens you fill with magic, The Gods you must praise Lucky for me to find you, Deep within the south Nothing but happiness Spoken of you from my mouth So today may life find you With much peace and happiness What a joy my heart has found in you For my sweet Appalachian Princess