JennaJae's blog: "Poetry"

Charismatic I want to see your beautiful face. Enigmatic Where are you hiding now? Phantasmic The ghost of you floats through my heart. Orgasmic My love for you and yours for me. Cosmic Stars explode as we dance through them. Frantic I cant find you, please come back. Tragic Broken heart century, wish youd come and dance with me.

The tides wash away Our words in the sand. Even though I know That you will stay And hold my hand Even in the undertow. Our love has last In so many lives And were still together Youve held me fast Through tears, hurt, and lies You made me believe in forever. You always gave me Faith, respect, and trust. You always loved me And when I needed, let me be Love, security, and lust So much youve taught me.

I close my eyes You hold out Your hand to me After a few tries I open my eyes dance with me You say to me Neither question, Nor command. My heart fills With such trust And tender love. I reach for you Slowly, afraid you Might vanish. Your solid hand Never wavering Ever present, visible Grips onto mine Pulling me to my feet And holding me So close to you Bodies connecting I am now home And we are one.

Frustration is an endless road Filled with the most anger That you have ever known It changes you into a stranger This terrible, frightening overload. There is no escaping it Without hurting those nearby When you feel you cant handle this shit And you want to break down and cry. But you know, there is no time for it. Giving up and walking away Wont cut it anymore Now youre stuck and have to stay And deal until youre sore. Eating you up, making you decay. Frustration completely consumes me now There is no getting away. Run away before I pull you down, Run before I make you stay. In my frustration, we both will drown.

I should have waited But I got scared I should have been sated Knowing you cared. I made a mistake You might not forgive At this rate I couldnt let you if you did. There might be evidence Of the night I fell I cant believe I did this Im going straight to hell. I deserve your anger I deserve your mistrust I slept with a stranger It wasnt even lust. I feel nothing for him Believe this to be true I cant believe I was so dim And did this to me and you.

Thinking of him, The boy I loved, The boy I shoved Out of my life. Thinking of you, The friend I had Who made me sad Letting go of you. Thinking of me Wanting to scream Still holding that dream Never letting it fade.

Tears on my cheek, Scars on my soul. I cannot sleep, Its much too cold. Love me now Hold me tight Make the vow To me, tonight. Love is pure, But so is hate. Are you sure? That this is fate?

Images of a girl I used to know. Images now swirled, Distorted, somehow. I used to be Stronger than this. I never used to need More than my bliss. My dreams, fading, Lost in yesterday. You can start hating This girl today.

The brightest stars eventually fade. The strongest hearts eventually cave. but you should know that the deepest scars will also fade.

hatred raw aching pain crushing fall never again. don't fight me you will not win. don't lie to me it's a dead end. i will not play, not this game. i will not stay for more the same. don't make promises you cannot keep. don't give me kisses while i sleep. the game is over players dispersed. it was not fun for we are cursed.