Ghost
I am a ghost
wandering the halls at night
restless and seeking
seeking for something I may never find
Ice runs through my heart
sending shivers jabbing my mind
echoes of lost loves
whisper through my soul tonight
I have noone to understand
to take the coldness from me
to kiss away the pain and heartbreak
that lives deep down inside of me
I am not worthy
I am not big enough, not strong enough
to fight away this fear
that claws and tears through the insides
I have been taken
Used up. thrown away
drained of all knowledge and good
that was left of me
I am broken, torn apart
Not what I could have been
for you
for me
for the ones who trusted me
I am noone
Noone at all
I dont count
I barely exist
I am a ghost
in all your existances
So I wander these halls
Opening doors
staring through windows
searching for something
to make me feel whole again
FULL again
Fill me up
Fill me up
so I am not restless and LOST
Fill me up
so maybe I can truely love again
