Tyson's blog: "Poetry "

 IS THERE A PHONE IN HEAVEN? I WANNA KNOW WHY YOU CANT SIT AND CALL ME SOMETIMES? I CANT LET GO CAN YOU HEAR MY CRY? CAN YOU JUST CALL ME AN I TELL YOU WHY: I MISS YOU GRANNY AND I KNOW YOU MISSED ME TO WHEN THE HEAVENTS SENT GRANNY IT SENT FOR YOU LORD PLEASE DONT HANG UP THE PHONE! CAN HEAVEN WAIT? CAN SHE COME BACK HOME? YOUR FAMILY MISSED YOU AND I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT I MISSED THE TIMES WE USED TO PLAY PITTYPAT BUT ALL HAS CHANGE SINCE YOU SO FAR AWAY I WROTE THIS POEM TO LET YOU KNOW IM OKAY BEFORE YOU CALLED I WASNT FEELING SO GOOD I KEPT THINKING WHAT I DIDNT UNDERSTOOD A YEAR AGO WHEN YOU LEFT MY SIDE I HAVE SO MUCH ANGER AND PAIN INSIDE I GUESS MY TIME IS UP BUT KEEP THIS IN MINDYOU HAVE MY NUMBER CAN YOU CALL ME SOMETIMES?.

Remember you used to call me everyday of the week even at night around 2:30 till 3 i knew your biggest fear and i gave you away out but that same nigga you loved had a baby on you and yall fall out but i stuck by your side and you still didnt let go but the world must go on even when im dead an gone I just thought you should know i been there so stay strong until the day gone matter fact baby hold on you broke my heart but to you that was a start only difference is you fuck your x now that was a low part but you street smarts and book smart and all yiu needed was love "&hearts"  but I knew you was the best and how I broke your heart I just let you go the rest but its crazy because I LOVED YOU no need to say no name theres no one to blame i dont know why you mad is it because I gave your bestfriend my number but that was in the summer and when we did text i just talked about you with no interest either more or less but i told you best you can ask her to i never been the one to put 1+1 is 2 now that you knew it was only you these niggas will say anything to fuck with you but this my time and its time to go but i miss you BESTFRIEND im just letting you know until we let go our feelings dont change i know its COMPLICATED on your end and for me its the same but I cant complain remember the pain remember our vowels if that still mean thing see lady I wont lie that just me being me but baby give me an chance to get on one knee and I promise you I be faithful you'll see and only thing I want is your loving for me but this the end and i dont wont it to be so lady I apologise because without you theres no me i be strong and i wont forget you still is the best and thats just real shit.;) MY POETRY IS MEANILESS NOW BECAUSE I HAVE NO ON IN MY CORNER TO BRING ME JOY SO SORRY IF YALL DONT FIND IT GOOD BUT ONLY IF YALL REALLY UNDERSTAND IT THEN YALL WILL THINK ITS GOOD but feel free to tag your self in any poems i ever wrote if you like it 

I HAVE ENDLESS TEARS AND I DONT KNOW WHY MAYBE FROM ALL THESE PAIN I HOLD INSIDE SOMEONE TELL WHY SHOULD'NT I CRY THEY KEEP FALLING WHEN I OPEN MY EYES AND WHEN I SLEEP THE TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN THIS IS MY LIFE THIS NOT A BOOK NOR A GAME BUT IF IT WAS A BOOK I SHOULD REALLY PICK A NAME BUT AS MY TEARS DROP LIKE RAIN MY TISSUES IS LIKE MY UMBRELLA TO KEEP ME  SAFE AND DRY AND TO TAKE ME OUT OF THE PAIN THATS REALLY BUGGING ME INSIDE  ITS NOT WORKING IM TELLING YOU THIS BECAUSE IF IT WAS I WOULD'NT FEEL LIKE THIS AS I LOOK UP TO THE CEILING MY TEARS RUN LIKE AN RIVER HOW CAN I STOP THIS PAIN THAT MAKE MY STOMACH QUIVER MY ENDLESS TEARS IS RUNNING RIGHT OFF THIS RIVER BUT IM GONE TAKE THIS PAIN HOPING IT GETS NO BIGGER AN WHEN THE RAIN STOP THATS WHEN I SAY I WAS GOING THROUGH A PHASE NOMORE RAINING DAYS BUT TILL THAT DAY IM GONE REMEMBER THIS MY MOM FIX EVERYTHING JUST BY A SMILE AND A TALK THAT'S IT AND THIS IS WHAT SHE SAID TO SUN OF THE RAIN ITS "ITS GONE BE OKAY" SO THE SUN DRIED OUT THE RAIN AND WHEN MY MOM SMILED THE SUN FIGUERED IT OUT IT WAS JUST OKAY THATS WHY THE SUN DRIED THE RAIN OUT