Lady Ember's blog: "POETRY"

My Lost One

By Cassie Broadhead

You never had the chance to see the light

You never had the chance to see the night

You never had a chance to take a breath

Slowly you slipped away to death

My child unborn you’ll always be

My baby my love you’ll always see

I miss you now, I’ll miss you forever

My darling, my love, my little endeavor

14 weeks I had with you never enough to ever do

My little one you’re needed elsewhere, you have a job to see through

I sit here writing with tears down my face

I wish your tiny body my arms could embrace

Goodbye my sweet darling one, someday we’ll meet

And I’ll hold you so tight when in my arms we do greet……………

ALONE

©EMBER

You’ve left me alone, don’t seem to care

I look at the phone you’re just not there.

My heart aches, loneliness is real

Painful emptiness is all that I feel.

I’ve tried so hard to be what you want

I guess I can’t do it, I’m just a dumb cunt.

I have too many issues, been hurt way too much

I’ve got to stop using a man as my crutch.

Left on my own to battle my demons

No one left in my life that can see them

Death a great vision I see behind my eyes

Was all that you told me, nothing but lies?

When you were around, you kept them at bay

Now that you’ve moved they won’t go away

Life has given you more, then I had to share

The money I couldn’t come up with, no fair.

Happiness is what, I wish for you

A white knight isn’t real, a fantasy untrue

I’ll set here and ache, learn to move on

A battle I wage now that you’re gone.

Losing My Soul
By: Ember

Slender beams of illumination enter
this darkened cavern as I kneel,
always sorrowful, always despairing.

Frozen here, waiting
accusing robed forms wrought
in blackened stone loom,

As dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
infiltrating my exposed soul.

Embracing the unknown,
accepting a lonely fate,
as bloody tears begin to fall.

Realization dawns on a lover's face.
I raise my head, now caressing
this oblivious immortal darkness.

Watch Me Bleed

By: Lady Ember

Do you want to watch me bleed?

See the pain released from me?

Leave this life of insanity?

Or is it just your darkest dream?

Losing you I thought I'd die

you don't know the weeks I cried

you told me you'd love me an eternity

wish you would.. have just killed me.

Do you want to watch me bleed?

See the pain released from me?

Leave this life of insanity?

Or is it just your darkest dream?

I live in silent screaming pain

a sense of love I will never regain

am I destined to be alone?

to wade through this darkness on my own?

Do you want to watch me bleed?

See the pain released from me?

Leave this life of insanity?

Or is it just your darkest dream?

I don't know, don't really care

cause when I open my flesh, the pain isn't there

blood pours out, a violent sedative

another days gone by, I guess I'm gonna live.

Do you want to watch me bleed?

See the pain released from me?

Leave this life of insanity?

Or is it just your darkest dream?

Watch me, watch me, watch me

Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeed

Vampire Woman

By: Lady Ember

Pale white skin, open lace

Blood red lips, enchanting face

Raven black hair, bright green eyes

Voluptuous body, lustful cries

Vampire woman, seduction of flesh

Passionate ecstasy, as bodies mesh

Feeding on love, feeding on life

Pleasure intense, cuts like a knife

Wrapped around, wet satin on steel

Holding on tight, the feeling unreal

Vertigo twisting, turning around

Hearts fast beating, artery found

Drinking the essence, accepting the bites

Eternal embrace, the rest of your nights

Vampire woman, Vampire Man

Now hunting and stalking the moonlit land.

As She Awakens
By Ember

©2008

It is a night of dark desire, a song of hateful pain,
wolves voice their loneliness.

As the thirsting one awakens
an empty unfulfilled soul.

Wisps of darkened emotion shroud her pale form,
an unidentified lustful agony.
Her midnight hair cascades over
naked alabaster shoulders.

Her full red lips part slightly, fangs glistening
to taste the blood flowing

from the pale flesh beneath her
he writhes in pleasure.

Now unto a night of ecstasy,
I have awakened, aching.

To Die

By: Lady Ember

Fifteen years of seeking death

Wanting to take my last breath

I'm tired of having this painful heart

My soul is dark and I'm falling apart.

I take the razor so shiny and Thin

Light pressure against my skin

I slide it up from wrist to elbow

Precious pain the blood starts to flow.

Drip drip drip blood on the floor

Did I remember to lock the door?

I start to feel my life slip away

The colors fade and change to grey.

My soul released from a body prison

Could joy so complete really be a sin?

Light and beauty surround me now

But I have broken a forgotten vow.

Suddenly I'm pushed back inside

Struggling through the ambulance ride

Now I know I must live a little longer

My soul it has to become much stronger.

I made a vow to live out this life

No matter the pain no matter the strife

Enjoy the hurt enjoy the heart

Because this lifetime is only the start.