shadow's blog: "poetry.."

Patience, cooperation, devotion.. they preach… Violence, deceit, repression.. they teach… Saturate us with hidden messages Poison us, with evil entrails hiding our potential to excel Holding the keys to our eternal hell, Watching us grow into their machines Blind to the fire that furies unseen.. Through every beaten tree.. Behind every forgotten scene.. So close to something real.. Unafraid to show how we feel.. Make them think twice – learn to deal With the absence they create Distance, torment, their mistake.. The vision, their created prison Until…………….. The light blinks on, our words burning strong.. In their dream we don’t belong Transparent to them.. A beat all our own……………..

she sitz alone at the peer...the ocean consuming her tears...frozen inside,as the world around her slowly driftz away and dies... she dosent understand, how this came to be,she dosen"t understand why he dosoen"t hear her pleas..she"s searching,trying to find a way to get thru... to thee esence of you... it"s alway"s raining inside her head,tormented by the images force fed,she"s dieing to catch her breath.. in her heart and in her head.. she whispers to the wind,all my agony fades away, when you hold me in your embrace,don"t tear me down ,lift my feet from this ground,give me something to belive in.. don"t leave me alone in the dark,i can not take another stab at my heart... don"t leave me in this place that never ends... don"t leave me alone to fight the war within...

So soft your whisper. .it leaves me with a quiver.. On my skin, in my soul.. Its hard not to lose control, in your presence and feed upon your essence And revel in your soul, burning my cold image with in your fire fueling our desire.. To epic proportions, complacent thoughts drive perceived notions, and bring us together as one.. Untold is our story.. Destined for glory in light or dark.. Searching for the keys.. to chained hearts.. As I beg the blanket of stars on my knees.. Take her whisper never from me…

Standing on the precipice Eyes closed, mind spent, Violence paid forward.. Remembrance Devours the atrocities Of the battles gone.. Heart black as coal, Blood stained soul.. Temperance lost.. A war, at what cost.. Nothing gained .. World remains the same.. Did we live the dream..? Eyes open, mind spent.. Sorrow bled behind .. What was the crime?.. Kneeling on the precipice.. Branded for all time….

Entwined thee souls that bleed.. Enslaved thee souls that believe.. Distraught.. those who can not see.. Shattered those that are set free… All in thee grand scheme.. Rising prodigies … Twist, dilute, infect.. Marred, privileged, to protect.. No staged mirror to reflect.. No alignment to be pledged… No balance… No prosperity .. A blade of sin and greed… Guidance ..thee repressed violence Thee everlasting need.. No divinity to supersede.. Retribution.. when lands turn to sand Solace lost to the hearts of men.. All things come to an end…..

Light explodes surrounding everything.. Consumed burning to life –nothing left.. Shattering to ashes in the breeze.. Hopeless now.. subject to your disease… Scattering in the landscape.. Knowing there's no turning back.. Whispers surround each piece .. Intruding.. Vexing.. burning.. Harnessing , harassing ,eclipsing.. Thee essence that remains.. Tortured, molded, weapon as you pleased … Shameless, heartless, unholy prodigy.. harbor of thee oblique harvester of thee obscene deliverer.. of your disease…..

Dancing on razor's edge.. A silhouette of two.. Slicing feet to bloody pulps.. Refusing to let go.. forgetting their pledge.. No need for words.. Silence speaks volumes.. Scenes blurred.. merged.. The tumbling of the columns.. Where nothing laid, Now lays the pools of blood, Crumbled remains.. of futures slain.. Dancing on .. not a clue As the story unfolds true.. Lost in demented skies that bleed blue.. Dancing for all time.. Enslaved suicide…

Marred stills walk w/o rationale.. Mirrors break all the time.. Illusions breathe in kept cells.. None truer then one of a kind.. Simplicity never attainable... No timber to spark the flames.. Shattered pieces not desirable.. Enchanted dreams cloud the haze .. A soiled game.. forgotten stage.. The great divide ,a moment in time.. Unwritten book.. a burning page.. An unspeakable crime.. A masquerade that must die……

Titians battle and crusade across the realms Destruction lay behind, worlds that have fell.. Wars for heaven and hell.. Lies lies lies … that's all they sell… Sitting in a darkened room.. Alone.. Silent hell Standing in a crowed street, still feeling incomplete.. Hidden in plain sight.. These feelings just cant be right.. The blade across the skin.. The feeling to strong to defend.. The drop upon the tongue.. Will they ever see the sun.. Nothing as fake as the smile.. That they flash all the while.. No voice to control them all.. No hand to save their resolve… Behind lying eyes.. Souls burn as one of the same kind.. No different from you or I … Tell me child.. Do you see the world? Or hide.. Behind created lies….

Ripping the bars from the window- Closing eyes and dives Landing in the dark- Only sound, the beat of her heart.. Light bleeds thru She screams it cant be true.. Ripping the bars away again.. The child inside raging within.. She crawls out to the ledge Nothing in the dark.. just the beat of her heart.. Tears fall endlessly –as she falls once more.. Crashing again.. as light bleeds thru- She whispers I will escape you.. Tears turn to blood –as she gives the bars another tug Exhausted she slips down the wall Almost in dreamscapes grasp She whispers … This wont be the last……