Wolf's blog: "Poetry"

Twisted thoughts of lust and risk I drive the feelings In hopes to only taste your kiss Feeling you around my waist Your hair draped across me I grip your hips and crave your taste The growing hopes that we will touch We talk of desire And the grasp of us will be too much I stroke your hair and kiss your face I long for you As each moment I dare not waste There in the sunset's gaze I hold you tight In the eyes of eternal days

There in my bed I laid you down There in my mouth I tasted you There in my arms I held you like no one before There in my love I felt your comfort Here in my eyes I see you safe Here in my hands I warm your soul Here in my room I watch you change Here in my home, you take me into you Where I've always seen you smile Where it is I admire you Where I wonder you go when I watch you sleep Where of always is the greatest place for you There I hold you in my arms Here is where I kiss your lips Where is it that I touch your heart It is here, there, now, where I will be forever to you If only I knew who you were.

The wave goodbye an hour ago The heart would say I miss her so She'll always stay a part of me I always wished to make her see I never said I wished she'd stay It's half my fault she went away I saw her eyes, they asked the same I couldn't even say her name I hugged her with a kiss goodbye As she winked and caught my eye Her promise to come back some day Fell on deaf ears, I made my way The pictures more were kept in stone I gaze upon them, left alone I feel I could have stopped it all Instead I chose to miss my call In years I always think along Why I have not have been so strong The moment that would mean it all I let it go, and watched it fall I missed my chance, it weighs my breast My biggest fear, above the rest The answers out there left abound The girl I longed, but already found I think of this as she shut the door I pray as though there would be more But there it was, and left my room And with it came impending doom The feeling sank into the bone Should the thoughts go past alone? And there we were between a door A door that shut, open no more

I pressed you against the side of my face I rubbed my face against your smooth body. I wanted to taste you. It was curiosity, intrigue, it drove me forward It seemed like you felt the same but maybe it was just hope It felt so wrong, because I was still so young But everyone has instincts Everyone has desires And this one could not be denied anymore. I had to have you, and have you I did. I ran my hands along your sides, taking my time to fully open you up and taste you completely My tongue seemed to twitch in my mouth It anticipated you as much of the rest of me. My whole body drove forward And I put you to my eager lips. I lapped everything that flowed from within you I drank hungrily of your essence. I feel like I had waited so long, but only this morning had I first held you in my hands. It all felt so right, though everyone would say it was so wrong. I didn't care, because for this moment, it was just you and me. I'll never forget that moment And I'll never forget you. You were my very first can of beer.

Holding your face I had to say goodbye It was time to go home But if I could take the look in your eyes, I would And there we stood An event captured by time itself I give you one last kiss goodbye I see your eyes and you want it to last forever I wish it would And there we stood The power of your smile The power of mine Holding your waist I say nothing, but we sense a thousand words And there we stood The hug for forever The goodbye never meant The promise of one more time And there we stood If only to feel your love... Letting our souls fly We shared the moment We floated above it all The whole world below us, and there we stood In the moment that would never be forgotten.

Your children sleep, you lie aware My phantom hand runs through your hair I long to haunt, I wish for pain Your dreams are where I will remain My darkened hand does clutch your soul My shadowed eyes can drink you whole But I must wait for you to rest Your fears and terrors manifest You fear the worst, I make it real I grip the world where which you feel I smile at your every shake 'Til once again you've come awake I watch your eyes at every night I know you're mine until the light I dance the dreams and lay your fears I own your eyes, I own your ears Each time you wake, I see you back Time is nigh for my attack I'll bring your pain with flourished touch I'll work to you where it's too much Your mind will make it all a need Your body will respond indeed And there in bed you rest your eyes You'll never wake to this surprise Though in dreams I only see It's in your mind where I am free And there the kill has sweetest joy I crush your mind in terror's ploy You stay awake as though you know That I am there with death in tow I worry none, for I just wait A budding source for all my hate I watch your eyes grow weak and strained I see you waste what has remained You hope for more, another day I always win, I get my way Could it be worse if you would ask? Would you have me fail in my task? That you may be killed so many ways Accident, torture, or general malaise? In your sleep you die relaxed No quickened heart, no sharpened axe Dancing in dreams, I am most free Rest your eyes... come back to me

Crawling the floor to search for more I drag my feet beneath the deep The lost are upon me I do not hide I try instead to stay inside I keep what they beseech within me I search the murk along the earth I tried but can't hide from the secret inside I tell about Hell but they don't choose to ride I crawl around all the hopes and dreams I hold my own though I bear it alone I chase the embrace that my secret contains I hold the control but the misery remains I seek that someone The one who would hear He's near But for now I lurk the bottom depths In death I can only see where I'm most free And though I see him He's there He comes to drive once again alive In me And he comes for me that I can be free He wants and tries to find my eye And he lies But I tell So I can finally die

The Black Dove Wings spread cast for flight I fly forever, never alight And my feathers, dark as night Carry me through the dwindling light Sit atop the tallest hill Sit in your room by the window sill Wherever you wait, wait until The dove appears, and trust he will I search ahead, the past behind I will not land until I find Trusting arms, warm and kind The love for whom I wish to unbind That is what I found in you You healed my darkened wings anew My love for you, as bigger it grew I realized soon that love was true Dedicated to no one... yet.

If only I could see your face If only I could touch your lips If only I could watch your eyes I'd hold your hand as we slept If only I could stroke your hair If only I could hold you tight If only I could see your dreams To know I was there like you're in mine If only I could walk with you If only I could talk to you If only I could be with you I'd never be sad again But I can't Because I don't know who you are And I wouldn't know what to say.

Beyond the games that children play There lies a darker joy within One that says, "If it's too much fun It has to be a sin." But a stronger voice yet takes control And forces you a vow That when you have but one life to live You'll do it anyhow So brace yourself to life's cold joys and welcome them within Because you may be wrong about how to live And the only joy was sin