cat's blog: "poetry"

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To be with he whom you love is an impossible thing I myself dont love , cant love anything For me to love would mean to lose sight of everything I know I dont know if I can ever love like that again I have been hurt so many times before I dont wanna relive that pain, that lose ever again So I just stay away from those I adore, I will not fall into acord Love is for the weak and foolish people I may look weak but my heart is strong I will not be hurt anymore so if that means giving up Then thats what I'll do give up on love for it dose not live in my world

Depresstion is a dangerous tool It can sometimes lead you to the unknow I am so lost in my head and heart Not knowing which path to part I know now life will never be the same With out the smiles and every day rain So I look with in my self to uphold A brand new day to smile and withhold

poem to thy heart it is untrue from seeing you again and again in my mind I try my best just to hide my heart is so sore from seeing him again without a core I try to hide what I feel inside but all it dose is end in pain I remain forever hurt and broken with his aim I know not how to fix this for good to many time has he hurt me and he knew he could so I say good bye and close thy heart to everlasting stone for a start

alone I feel so alone sitting by myself, Not knowing what to do and not being myself. I want to know love but am still afraid, I dont want to get hurt in any way, I feel for him I dont know why, He was all wronge for me and so I cry, I cant go back to who I was, He changed me into this fuzz, I will stand stronge even alone, For love has no place here among my hold, I will be stronge and not fall again, For a friendly face or a wild weekend, My spirit be strong and my heart be stone, My feelings are no where even in this morn, I will see no other like I saw him, I will be stronger then this from this whim.

death I stood on the stump wondering where he had gone till I turned around and saw him there, he handed me a rose a soft red rose, yet when I looked to see his loving face he turn from me in that time and place, the world turned to ash and I began to fall, Whats going on? I spun around to see him again and there we were yelling at no ends. He was so angry I didnt know why intill he hit me and I started to cry. during the fight lots of blood was spilled and then a sharp pain is what I felt. all of a sudden I was falling so fast in to a bed a tulips and roses black as death. Whats going on I tried to shoot no one was listeningto my pled. I looked all around to see my family and friends I guess in the end he wont hit me again. I rose up above from everyones tears and my heart was breaking year after year. I just wanted them to move on and find some peace in my apsence I cant release. I hope they can forgive the bad chocies I made and find inner peace in my release.

Live or Die Why do we livewhen there is nothing to live for, No love no happiness only pain, I feel so helpless when I am around peopl whom care for me, I'm fine on my own I'm better off alone, But why cant I be alone? If I were alone there whould be no one to care if I live or die, I could be bymyself and I wouldnt have to hide, If there where no one in the world who could see through my eyes, If no one cared I would be safe, No one to hurt me and no one to make me cry, Then no one would care if I lived or died

Friends Friends are very important to me I dont like to see them suffer physicaly or emotionly I do all I can to help them on there way I am there for them and comfort them always I find my confort in knowing there here And always keep them very near I love all my friends so much it hurts When they suffer I suffer that is my curse So with every heartbreak and tear thats shed I am here to the very end My friends are my life I would ask for nothing more Then for all of them to be adored

True To be with a love would be so true But I just cant feel that way with you I wish I could feel the sky falling down The earth moving so fast it makes me proud To be with the one you love is an amazing feeling But you wont let me in to have to feel the touch of your heart reeling I remember the touch of a man I loved was so pure So true, so loving that it touched my heart straight to the core The love I feel from you is strong but its not the love from a true heart.

Your Gone The ones you left behind Are not at peace of mind We cry for you now Even though some of us dont know how You were the sun to our shine And now all is dark and gloomy We didnt want you to leave us so soon Yet your time has come this soon We will always remember how you filled us with such hope And encauraged us to to seek out our own dreams We will miss you Rest In Peace By Catrina Jean