Heartbroken Angel's blog: "Poetry"

True friends are there for you when no one else gives a damn. True Friends there to put the pieces of your broken heart back together. True Friends will hold you when you cry and say nothing at all. True Friends will give you advice when you ask for ir and ONLY WHEN YOU ASK FOR IT!! A true friend WILL NEVER EVER TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU ARE STUCKL ON STUPID!! A true friend will never ever go off on a perspective boyfriend/girlfriend with out you asking them to. A true friend will always have your best intrests at heart. A true friend will never ever choose sides between you and another one of there friends.

True happiness was never meant to be mine. Misery has been my constant campainion. My destiny is to be alone and I accept that. My darkest hours are spent alone. I am no good to anyone when i am alone. My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine. Lonliness was killing me slowly. Then I found you. You brought me to you and have held me tightly. You may only be my Dom but with you I have found the saftey love and happiness i have yearned for all my life. I will be your submissive forever. I will never ask for anything in return.

Your heart is all i want. To be forever by your side is my hearts deepest desire To be submissive is my honor. To be the shoulder you cry on my greatest wish. To have you be the shoulder i cry on would be my funeral pyre. For if you were to see me cry it would be my darkest hour. To be seen as weak in your eyes would detroy my disguise. My greatest fear is that you will disappear from my sight and never return.

In the darkness i hide. Crying inside never letting the pain show. Then you come along and look deep into my soul. Knowing my pain you hold me saying you will always protect me. But can you protect somebody from themselves. i have very strong feelings for you and i cant rein my heart in without causing myself some pain but i will rein it in because you ask. I am your girl and proud to be.I am yours and yours alone. It hurts me to know that you love another but i know that for now this is how things must be so i will forever hide in the darkness of my soul crying inside and never letting it show

I sit here on my knees begging please save me from this pain. This is a pain only you can know and understand as you have lived it too. You say you understand my pain but do you really???? Do you understand that you are the air that i breathe and the water i drink. i need to be dominated by you but i also need to be loved by you.

In high school i took a test and one of the questions on the test was: If friendship was a color what color would it be and why? This was my answer: If friendsship was a color it wouldnt be just one it would be all the colors of the rainbow because true friends blend band together. true friends are the ones that you can count on to always be there just like all the colors in a rainbow. So now you know the question and youve seen my answer. So what is your answer? if you read this you have to answer. p.s this is a true story

Women all around the world know of the pain that domestic violence causes. They know all to well about the wounds that never heal the ones that most people never see. The wounds that you are too blind to see. The wounds that you pretend not to notice as you walk by on the streets. They know all to well the never ending fear,terror and lose of self-respect that comes from those wounds.These women i speak of could be your best friend,mother, daughter sister nieces or even your aunts,or ot could be you.The men you beat these women are cowards all they want is control and power over these women so that they can feel good about themselves. They may be drunk or high when the beat these women or they might be straight and sober. It doesnt matter anyway its still no excuse to hit a women. You say its not your problem when you see these women with black eyes and bruises.You say its not your place to say or do anything. Well guess what you are wrong if you dont say anything no one will. Even the cops are afraid of doing anything when they get a domestic violence call. when you see one of these women ask yourself one question. Would you stand by and do nothing if it was some0one you knew and cared about? Now i am going to let ya all in on a secret I am one of those women. i have lived thru the terror of domestic violence 3x over the last one left a ring of bruises around my neck when he tried to kill me. So if ya consider me a friend plz repost this and save the life of someone ya know cause domestic violence kills more than just someones self-esteem. It kills people very slowly some women die try to escape an abusive relationship i was one of the lucky ones i got away and put one of my abusers in prision. I dont have piece of mind tho as he has threatened to kill me when he gets out but as of this posting he has been denied parole 3x. So plz speak up if you know of someone going thru this help them in anyway you can. Dont let your friends and family die because you didnt say anything.