SpilledxMilk's blog: "Poetry"

Without a name, unspoken, untold My lips will give no token My heart is broken Braced and framed In my deepest shame Love lost, to blame I cradle in my arms My only hope for sunshine These sands, this grain Filtering through my hands Broken shards Duck taped and stapled

Listen closely if you care, listen closely if you dare I'm going to whisper a story that envelopes a thousand years A story that sheds a thousand tears Wake up and read my lips Every word spoken is a precious gift I know its silent, I know its faint But like my heart my words will fade Though I am not gagged, I cannot speak My lips are sewn shut, but still I weep I weep a few words, a few faint and unreal A few words that will last a thousand years

I see all these faces Smiling and laughing But the words that they speak Are very lacking Not in skill Nor in vigor But happiness And content I see those same happy faces Turn upside down In unsatisfaction Their frowns keep falling When tears hit the ground Though I want to hold them And tell them its all right I know its better not to Because they are lost in the night All they need is a little love But they look in the wrong places Sex Drugs And Alcohol Are their only embraces

Democracy hypocrisy Social animosity Freak show You’re part of this Freak show I see you lying Cant you see me crying Starring Without caring Judging The stings of your labor Like a saber Cutting into my character ”I HATE THIS KID” Cause he looks like this ”I’LL BREAK THIS KID” Cause he walks like this YOU KILLED THIS KID Cause of words like this HE SLIT HIS WRISTS Cause of people like this Democracy hypocrisy Social animosity Freak show You’re part of this Freak show You hate because of this Freak show You’re scared because of this Freak show So compelling I’m dwelling Defined by your word I rape kids These fake kids Telling me I made this Freak show Telling me I’m apart of this Freak show But look into the mirror Weigh your sins to a feather I bet I am better You freak show

(( Wow, I wrote this one years ago )) Born from the cradle of crimson, whispering in the shadows of the dark room sanctuary he's consumed. Alone, inert in the vanity of the abusive heaven within scars staring back at him, opening their bitter mouths wide screaming his tasteless fears Hiding and deceiving, waiting for her in the shadows of the night His malice teasing, his breathing raising with every heartless quiver Blissful thighs one rustling against another, her lips formed for a perfect blare Her eyes blistered open wide. Razors and knifes torn her hide. Beating heart easing death, screams and cries vaginal juices mix with blood. Laying waist tasted and touched beaten battered torn and raped. and tears stain the porcelain sidewalk his face twisted with pleasurable hate. A perverts brain within, bound by flesh and hair. His itching sanity blinded him from her pleads, and deafening him from her screams and tears. Her heart pulsating its last beats Born from the cradle of crimson, whispering in the shadows of the dark room sanctuary he's consumed. Alone, inert in the vanity of the abusive heaven within scars staring back at him, opening their bitter mouths wide screaming his tasteless fears

Twisting Writhing I feel so useless I feel so ashamed I feel that nothing will ever be the same I laugh as I weep Tears draining to your feet Even if I die I will never lie I'll never deny that I love you Even when the razor kisses my skin Like my lips parted against yours My skin parts to its kiss With passion replete I beg at your feet To kiss me To kill me To forsake me no more Any attention will do Even if its an "I hate you" Tears draining to your feet I laugh as I weep I feel that nothing will ever be the same I feel so ashamed I feel so useless Writhing Twisting As the razor kisses my skin

Each bullet tares through their heart Each word spoken rips them apart This is the valentines day massacre The floor is dotted with red Though its all in their head Cupids bow is strung taught Like heartstrings begging to be shot They say they loved with a love that was more then love With heartstrings torn and undone I prefer to quote the raven "Nevermore" For ever-more Truths are only lies in disguise This is the Valentines day massacre With chocolates and flowers Though wilted and rotten Still consumed and honored With love and esteem Those candy-coated smiles Ignorant all the while As the bodies hit the floor Even then they still smile Until their lover walks out that door Truths are only lies in disguise This is the valentines day massacre Each bullet tares through their heart Each word spoken rips them apart This is the valentines day massacre The floor is dotted with red Though its all in their head

I love myself That is why I cut myself I break down Try to gather all the pieces When I break down Try to smile, not to mourn When I break down Its ok, I’m not ok When I break down I love myself That is why I cut myself That is why I drown myself That is why I hate myself I break down

You're the epitome, my darling My days grow dull My life grows somber My eyes grow tired Seeing your reflection in each tear Makes me long for you My love for you-though there is no poetic justice I want you There is nothing more complicated- nothing more simple Then this emotion Romanticism is just a game This, we all know "I love you" is just an over used phrase This, we all know But today, this Dull, somber, tired day I cannot manage just a phrase It takes everything I have To say I love you So, please Don't take it for granted When I kiss you it means so much more When I hold you, I truly wish To never let go

So unreal, I feel, the pain that makes me kneel And there, I lie, I lay upon my side, lying there until I die I cry, this sorrow, writhing in desire, all the while The blood oozes from each separate wound I sew flesh to flesh and seal each cut with a kiss Though I try I try so hard I fail to stand On my own again Though I try I try so hard I fail to stand On my own again Here Im lying, slowly dying, quickly crying, feel Im flying, though Im falling, falling fast, this pain will last, I want the ground to come. 11:56 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add