Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "Poetic Attempts"

Silly boy Silly boy may you never know the secrets that I hold may you never hear them said after you've grown old bringing pain in my heart it all seems so vast how could I have known these feelings still would last as I go to bed every night my pillow I do cuddle these dreams bring to me tears enough to puddle you held the door open wide and invited me across the space i have not tread since my last love loss as thrilled as I had become I forgot to see ahead the reasons you might have had to open the door instead blame you now I cannot for trapping me here for you made me brave that step and swallow what I fear love is not the safest bet in any circumstance think of what I could have missed if I hadnt taken a chance you may hold my heart now though you closed the door I will heal as time moves on for what life holds in store A.Boudreaux 2007

praise to me give on things i possess odd as it seems it does not impress upon mind closed decision is reached I am not now those things you beseech ways uncommon seeming to beguile vision clouded to them all the while I am just a girl in pictures and life only one man has taken to wife left as i was unwanted at best finding myself tis a daunting quest tread e'er so gently upon this heart of mine broken and scarred it still works just fine pull these strings expect me to dance don't run now if given the chance prove to me you mean what you say or take the words given and just go away. A.Boudreaux 2007

For my girls ♥ Cara, Claire, Prin, Lorie, Jody, Summer, Denise, Denise(blondie), Connie,Lillian, and Bri (xoxoxo)Sharon too =) beautiful you are and dear to my heart a friendship forged with a wonderful start you lighten my mood with giggles and text who's to say where we end up next dreamy eyed boys or creepy night stalkers virile young studs or men needing walkers alluring to them is just how we are find them we do while surfing this bar moments i cherish too numerous to list gifts you give cause my eyes to mist heart so tender most beautiful indeed a friend you are when I am in need love for you I do have in plenty giggles this week you bring at least twenty squeezes huge with arms not so long my heart sings to you, a delicate song A.Boudreaux 2007

Out of Reach My hopes soar no limit in sight become despair on a cold lonely night o'er there is where you are so close yet amazingly far Inside i yearn for things out of reach waves crashing against the frozen beach A. Boudreaux 2007

come again.. you came to me you shared my bed i have you stuck inside my head i cannot shake you i just cannot those hours spent they make me hot my passion simmers as i wait for you you get me going you know you do make me long for your caress lips so tender to mine you press i want you now its plain to see so come again to stay with me A.Boudreaux 2007

Once it fueled,

flames it sparked

Options endless,

journeys embarked

Youth recaptured,

attempts in vain

Senses overloaded,

mentally insane

Visions shared,

spans of time

Countless coronas,

absent of lime

Many missed chances,

encounters brief

Tears overflowing,

endless grief

Boats a rockin,

stormy seas

Waterless ocean,

pressing keys

Powered down,

limit reached

No more fishing,

at this beach

New tomorrows,

shall be mine

Current status,

user offline.

 

 

A. Boudreaux 2007

sweet kiss... I close my eyes and think of you your love keeps me all night through I wake each day to my thoughts of you seems to me its all I can truly do you stole my heart and consume my mind such a wealth of emotions I did find tonight I leave you with a sweet kiss it is you my love I will miss A.Boudreaux 2007

Unwanted thoughts... You have a life I know you do.. You have a wife I know this too.. You love me.. You told me this Unguarded in passion You gave me a kiss.. My heart you held beating for you.. So pure in that moment..so true. A moment cherished I wish to rewind.. Thoughts of you now Unwanted in my mind. A.Boudreaux 2007

Frozen Heart... no touch can reach me ice has insulated my heart protecting me from feeling keeping me safely apart no arms need hold me this numbness gently enfolds amazingly calm now though only my soul it holds no one dare reach for me its layers are unsafe to grasp serenely it holds me steadily within its frozen clasp no one can enter the entrance is neatly secured i want no one to have me of this you can be assured i invited this comfort removing myself from pain no one is welcomed inside myself i shall remain A. Boudreaux 2007