midnight foxfire Is currently out of com...'s blog: "Poems"

No presants no wrieth no lights or tree There is nothing this holiday for my baby and me We don't need all that holiday stuff Just holding and knowing he's here is just enough This christmas seems so close to the last And for mommy two that are past This time I will have no job or home Dante and I will be all alone It doesn't matter about the preasents or tree we don't need it all I am asking for a miracle sending a call I am doing all I can as you can see Pray and wish us luck dante and me A job for me and home for us to live in Then hopefuly my bad luck will be ended Please help this miracle come true Just hope wish and pray thats all you need to do Heres a kiss hug and lots of thanks If you don't help I give you lots of spanks (ouuuch) May a miracle touch each one of you And this holiday may your dreams come true

Confused Love you brake my heart as soon as you heal it You steal my breath as soon as you breath Robb me of my sences then leave me feeling to much Take in my confidence the rushing it back What am I to do with you? who makes me ask who you are and what you want you push then pull still i am not enough for you You build my dreams then rip them apart I can't stand what you do but i can't leave you alone so many contradictions that I can't think straight I love you and hate you in the same moment I can't stand it when your gone I don't know what to do when you are there You hold me then push me away What is it you want from me what do you exspect afraid to let me near unwilling to let me go so many things i can't understand am I that much of a problem am I to hard to love those words you have never said to me I say them but get no responce what is it you need form me ask and I will give it to you I want to live for you I would die for you and I know nothing of what you feel for me tell me I beg you please tell me

Sent but not returned I sent you a letter I wrote you a lot Words across miles you soon forgot I sent pictures of memories taken on time But no pictures or memories where mine I sent my tears gathered every night No tears ever returned from your side I sent my hair a peice of me to hold It was not enough to keep a heart so cold I sent my emtiness of being alone All it reached was your heart of stone I sent all of me across the ocean All that returnes is time in motion I sent what was left when you retuned All that I got was pain that burned So now I send to you the past Belive me I don't want it back I will send you on you way Still I hope you'll return my love someday

She dances for men she dances for women They say the love her one they use her body and they keep themselves secret She dips and sways to keep their attention and hopes to capture a peice of their hearts But no matter how she spins no matter how graceful they look for the one who is better They are looking for the perfect one with each step and bow her heart is given to them With each spin and wave it breaks a little more every time The tears never show on her painted face the saddness hidden behind her smile The swallowing emtyness is shadowed by her lashes Her world is only for those she dances for a world torn in peices Still she dances through the pain no hope no dreams but for those who watch her They tun away never to come again but others soon take their places The same story behind all those different faces all of them come to watch her dance Deep inside where she forgets to see forgets is there her heart beats waiting As she dances it hopes watches waiting always waiting

I feel it fading draining from my life I can feel it slipping away Death wants to cut me with his sythe I found so few reasons for me to stay My heart is broken in so many peices No tape or glue could heal it for me Falling in unused unwanted kisses Laying there bleeding at my feet No reason why they cry from the pain Wondering why did we have to meet If only I knew the pain you bring again My dreams lay scattered on the floor They mix with my tattered heart They want you to love me exspecting no more You grind them beneith yuor heel before we part Oh how I feel so empty and worn I am so used up there is nothing left All I had sits before me shredded and torn Leavin my life alone and bereft Dispare is the only joy I feel Sorrow follows close behind I will stay where I kneel Where I am no one can find