kindred's blog: "poems"

Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE

The heart always knows who you like always knows who I love even when my mind don’t Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we all do The heart is something that we all fear of braking but do one person that you would never expect to hurt you Does and in the most painful ways and i’m right The heart plays weird, crazy, hurtful games When the heart will let me get close Then I guess ill be okay I hope hope you feel the same If you do then tell me The heart will lead Right to the one That you will Forever Love

Told me you loved me with all your heart Promised me we’ll never be apart Called me your first and only sweet heart I was blindly in love wit you Even calling you my man But you thought you could have two Didn’t think I'd ever have a clue Or did you think it wasn’t that big of an issue But I must leave I wish you wouldn’t have deceived me You should have known it would have made me angry But I still dont know would you want to play me After all I gave it to you nightly You said I was your man Now you're saying that you're sorry Telling me that you were just acting silly But I belive that barely I’ve heard better stories Saying that you're gonna miss me dearly I know I'll miss you calling me your sweetie and being cozy But I know tat being with you is risky Now that I know you have a history You like to be flirty, Havin lots of guys

true friends are nice that dont talk behind your back true friends stand up for you when you're being pushed to your limit true friends make you feel happy not like your worth crap true friends help through the bad no matter what true friends keep away the people who hurt you just a little to much true stay with you tiil the very end

I hate that you changed. I hate that you’re the same. I hate that you left. I hate how you’ve stayed. I hate how I cry. I hate how you make me smile. I hate how I miss you. I hate how I feel. I hate how it hurts. I hate that it’s my fault. I hate that it’s yours. I hate that I can’t be around you. I hate how I’ve lost you. I hate how I’ve found out who you really are. I hate that I can’t tell you any of this. But most of all, I hate how I can’t hate you, Not even a little. I hate how I still love you.

You meet someone, you LOVE and TRUST... You give your HEART and SOUL... Then they HURT you just when... YOU think you've reached your GOAL... They say the things you want to hear... You feel you're walking on air.. But then it all comes crashing down... And they don't seem to care... It's almost like, your in a daze... Wondering what went wrong... Why did this happen? ? Please SOMEONE lift this HAZE... I feel like I just got hit by a boomerang.* I feel sick inside. Wonder if I should run away, And find a place to hide... But, then again, I sit and think... What good would all that do...? ? All the pain and heartache will just follow you... So, I will try and catch my breath... And move on with my life... Hoping that as time goes by... It won't cut me like a knife... OH why does LOVE have to hurt so much... I guess we'll never know... But I hope and pray someday soon, ...* Someone will LOVE ME SO... Each day as I awake and think... Today I'll be just fine... I know that in my heart and soul... It's going to take some time... I do the things I normally do... And try to seem OK... But thoughts of things that hurt me so... Are there throughout theday, , , I try not to let them take... Control of my heart and mind... But its so hard to try and forget... The things left behind... It shouldn't be that hard you know... Those things I am talking about... The HURT, ANGER, LIES and FEARS... And a lot of endless DOUBT... So, why is it so hard for some... To let go of all the things.* That made us so unhappy, and never made hearts sing... OH well I guess in time I will... Get over all this wonder... And when I do I WILL BE BACK... LOUDER THEN ROLLING THUNDER. Oh I will make it, you bet I will... I've alreave began to realize... That LIFE FOR ME will be. ANYTHING BUT a disguise... I will look up at the sky and stare... And know that in my heart. When I fall in love again... It will be a brand new start.... And when I do, you better know... That this time it will be... A love that makes me happy. A love that I can see.

You betrayed our promise And that hurt me a lot But I still love you And I will never stop I don’t see why you did what you did But I cant change the fact its done But I want you to know I will never break my end For its you I love, not him I will hold off And wait for you Till the day were together When everything is perfect We both know were meant for each other And until we are hand in hand, heart in heart The world will never be perfect Our lives will be uncompleted But that single moment when your back with me Everything will change once again The world will be perfect And we will be complete