she closed her sore eyes
and asked "why am I here?"
...
then in the blind distance
a voice came through clear
he said "I came not to judge
or own any of your fears...
I came to be the one you need
to simply soak up your tears.
I'll be gone again soon
but at this moment, my dear
I am yours...
I too am here"
miss her
I miss her smile
and her lovely face
I miss her laughter
that used to fill this place
I've wanted to ask her
so many things now
There's things I dont know
I need her to show me how
I've been wanting to hug her
and hear her chest beat
I've been longing to see her
hold my babies, so sweet
She taught me so much
like what not to fear
Yet I keep forgetting
what is safe to hold near
I need her this very moment
I'm confused and in disarray
Pieces of me are missing
and I want to fly away
I miss her....
yet, even today I can say
that someday I'll see her again
....I'll have had my last lonely day
And even if its just for now
I'll take some comfort from this
stick through every tomorrow
and cherish each one of my babies' kiss