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What are you waiting for?
Where there is pain there is power
power to fall, power to hurt, power to survive
Where there is power there is pain
pain of holding on, pain of letting go
interchangeable, irrevocable
ultimately contradict-able
the power, the pain, the source
Love
Beautifully broken
Soundly, spoken.
Darkness falls
Light shines through
Chaos reigns.
Eerily quiet
Yet to loud to think
To loud to speak
Screaming loud
But there is no sound
Chaos reigns.
Too much
Too little
There was something
There was nothing
Chaos reigns.
Floating, soaring.
Downwardly falling
Nothing makes sense
Yet everything is crystal clear
Chaos reigns.
As he watches the night, he sees her, the woman who haunts his dreams. She is slowly walking towards the cliffs, and from afar he is amazed once again by her indescribable beauty, taken back by how the pale moonlight shines over her. He can see the wind softly caress her face as her hair blows gently in the breeze. He is watching, waiting, so afraid to speak, not wanting to break the magic of the night. As she draws nearer, he feels his heart begin to break, she turns and he sees the despair on her face; he is filled with her sadness. As the wind blows again it carries the sweet sound of her sad song, with each step her singing is getting louder as each step is bringing her closer and closer to where he is hidden, closer and closer to the cliffs edge. His body is filled with fear wondering what he should do, he knows in his heart that she is walking to his death for without her he could never live; he would be but an empty shell doomed to live out his days in misery, for she is the twin to his soul. He calls out her name but it is lost in the wind, he tries once more, calling out to her yet it is only a whisper that escapes his lips, the fear is suffocating him and he knows not what to do. He steps out from behind the trees hoping that he can reach her in time, knowing in his heart that he is already too late. As he takes that first step towards her, she turns and stares back at him for what was only a second but felt like an eternity, their eyes meet and she tells him one last time of the love she has for him. She steps back into the night, he is running knowing he will not make it in time as he reaches the edge he is but a shell stepping out to join her for all of time.
Restless, can't Stop...
twisting, turning, hoping, burning,
waiting, wondering, wanting, yearning...
for it to be done; for me to be free,
free from the restlessness deep inside me.
Down and out, frayed abandoned.
Don’t know which way to go
Wishing things would get easier
Yet they are getting harder by the second
Hoping to see the light But seeing nothing
nothing but darkness
Wondering where things will turn
Where they will go Where I will be. H
oping to see the light.
Day by day night by night.
Sometimes I wonder where life is headed...
which way will it be, which way will I choose...
Will it be an uphill ride, slow and steady, just right and smooth...
Or will it be a downward spiral, fast and rugged...
which way will it be, which way will I choose...
Will I find someone who suits me, with the same passions, the same zest...
Or will he be so different, so unique, so unknown... which way will it be, which way will I choose.
One day I may know, One day I may not...
Which way... Which way I'll wonder not...
Like the sun shinning all around Like the rain pouring upon the ground Like the wind blowing through the air, I look in my heart and see it there. You are the light by which I shine You are the air for the breathes that are mine You are the rain that helps me grow and I want you to know with every moment that we share I look in my heart and see it there. you are the one who makes me whole, you are the twin to my soul.
