Mater's blog: "Poems"

I AM HERE AND MY HEART IS GONE I am torn in to, Don’t know what to do. Here I am all broken hearted, It all happened the day that we parted. Not knowing that I would feel this way, After all these years and still this day. The feelings that I have for you just will not go away. I know that you have gone your way, No, matter what I write in these poems you’re gone and that is where you’ll stay. My heart is truly yours; you had it since that first day. I may go my own way, But, somehow I am not there to stay. It is you that my heart longs for, Hope that someday in my dreams that you will walk through that door. You are the only on the has that key, I am still in love with you as you can see.

YOUR LOVE FOR ME You ask me if I love how much you love me, Let me see if that I can answer that so that you can see. You tell me that you have never loved someone this way before, All I had to do was walk through that door. What it is about be me, I can’t see. But, the question wasn’t about me it was about you, I can tell you that, And it would be a true fact. Your love for me is strong, And you have waited so many years for me to come along. I now that I have and I am here, You want to treasure and keep the love for me dear. But still that didn’t answer your question. I am the first person that you want to see each day, You would fight to the end to get it that way. I am the last person you want to be with at night, So, you can be safe in my arms so tight. When I am sad your that someone, That wants to be by my side to make me glad. When I can’t be around, You’re not looking at the ground. Because it’s in your heart that you know I can be found. That is because you have put me there, Without a thought for whoever cares. You would do anything for me, Without a single doubt I see. You always have me on your mind, Sometimes without reason or rhyme. As I walk into a room just to watch you glow, That is all I need to see and that is all I need to know. Now, if none of what I said is true, Just remember you love me and I love you. And that we are in this love of ours, Till the passing of days and we can’t see the stars. So, I am asking is simple but yet a hard question. Nobody really knows what love truly is, The question now did I even come close in knowing how much that you love me

THE SKY AND YOU As I look up into the heavens and see the stars, I wonder to myself just where you are. And I ponder on the place that I would like to be, Anywhere when you right beside me. As I look into the sky, I ask myself the question why. That someone like you loves someone like me, The only answer that I come up with is how I feel about you and hope that you can see, That what you really mean to me. When I look up to the sky at night, I want to hold you with all my might. From all the pain and fear, And to pray that our end is never near. The love we share is so very dear. When I see the sun rise, It brings tear to my eyes. For a new day begins, And gives our love another chance that will not end. When the sun goes down, Hopefully that our love has won that extra round. Then day turns into night. All I have is you in the end I’ll win that fight. To see you when the morning comes,

I WANT TO LOVE YOU The way that I love you can never be explain, When I am away from you there is always pain. When I think about you it sends a strange feeling slowly down my back, It’s like you took my heart and gave it an attack. To start beating and to give it lives back. To you alone I give thanks to, For you love me and I love you. I want to love you like there is no tomorrow, To take away all your pains and sorrow. I want to love you like there was no yesterday, And there is no one that is going to stand in my way. I want to love you like the is no next week, I never what to stop and miss a beat. What am I saying that I want to love you for? I am already and willing to walk through that door. What I am saying is this my love. I am going to love you like all the above…………

FIRST LOVE, TRUE LOVE AND YOU FIRST LOVE That day we first meet, Try hard as I could I couldn’t forget. Didn’t mean to have it go this far, Now my heart carries a battle scar. For I have lost the battle and war. The first love in someone’s life, The memories are good and full of strife. Because, try as one may they never truly get over their first love….. TRUE LOVE When one’s love is true, There’s nothing that they couldn’t or wouldn’t do. My heart and love belongs to only one, The feelings that I feel the spell could never be undone. To actually tell this special someone about the way that I feel I was scared and didn’t dare, Or was it that I didn’t know how she will react maybe she didn’t care. I was wrong and know that she did and felt the same about me. Once again True Love can never die…… YOU Panda, now you know just what you really mean to me, It’s been 9 long years I couldn’t just let my love for you free. To have you is to know you, To hold you is to love you, As you can see, This poem belongs to both you and me. I want you, I need you, and I love you. I’ll tell you again you are my First Love, my Last Love, my Forever Love, and my True Love…

YOUR BEAUTY, HANDS, EYES AND SMILE Your beauty, Is all that I see. Everything else is just an extra to me. I love you and there’s no doubt I would go a 100 rounds to win this title bout. Your hands so soft to the touch, I miss that way too much. I remember walking hand in hand, Our days started on a whim we never made any plans. You’re Eyes…. What can I say? I long to look into them each and every day. If only I could look into those beautiful eyes of yours, You have me wrapped around your fingers and lead me to Heaven’s Doors. Your smile, Can go on for miles. It can make a blind man see, Or stormy weather turns calm out on the open sea. There is one more thing that I must say, Please sit and think don’t walk away. Off all the things mention from above, You being you is what I truly love………….

MY VOWS I can remember the first time that I saw you, Didn’t know that you were the one at the start, You walked into my life and stole my heart. Years came and gone, But my love for you carried on. Now, here we are here today, Praying in front of God and our families that you don’t run away. As we look at each other in our eyes, I see the days that our life to come slowly passing by, To grow old with you is what I was meant to do, I never told you before how I felt. Now, that you are standing before me, You make me weak at the knees. But, this is our day where we make two into one, And our lives together just ready to begin. As we say I do’s, With all love in my eyes I look at you. And I see your smiling face, Nothing in this world could ever replace. As this Beautiful Angel besides me with Amazing Grace.

DREAMING OF…….. Each night that I sleep, I am in dream land and have your love it is mine to keep. In these dreams I can see things more clearly, I found the way to unlock your heart listen closely don't you hear. It is saying that you love me and here to stay, Forever and a day. Starting fresh and a new, I see your love for me when I look at you. As we walk hand in hand, Our days start we have no plans. No more broken hearts you see, For I have you and you me. When we are apart, We give each other the others heart. To make it through another the day, And face whatever may come our way. I hear a sound as you are saying that you love me, Heard this sound before but what can it be. Holding you as I can, Keeping you in my arms as I wake, The thought of you not being here is the risk that I must take. As I open my eyes and you are not here The thought of losing you is my only fear. But, now I am awake, It was only a dream that I must take.

ONCE IN A LIFETIME Once in a lifetime I and you found true love, With no rhyme, reason or answers from above. I once had your love, And it was true. But then I went and taken that feeling away from you. It seemed like our hearts were as one, And so it seems that our life has only begun. You held my heart within your hands, Nobody knew what was in store for life’s plans. As I held your heart in my hands, I was already making my little plan. To love you for the rest of my life, And someday making you my wife. But as you can see now it will never be, You are not mine you have set me free. As I walk through this life that I call my own, I can’t deny that my love for you has grown. I tell you that I am sorry and you say that it is ok, But, I realize that this debt I will never be able to pay. As a single tear falls from my face, The love I have for you could never be replaced. And when I am at the end of my life, When going through my stress and strife. The only thing that matters to me: Once in my lifetime I was loved by you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU Now, when did it start? Don’t ask me ask my heart. But, I will tell you that my heart would say, It happened on the every first day. You had it then and you have it now, But, recently it seems that you are trying to make my heart turn around. You never could and never will, Change the way that my heart feels. It has never been your physical side, The way you looked yes I’ll admit you caught my eyes. That part never matter and I’ll tell you why, The reason why that I was in love with you then and now is because the person that you are inside. You can change the outside in a person but not the in. Try your hardest it can never begin. All I ask from you it take care of it as I have tried, Without you my heart would simply die. Believe me I have tried to forget but it never happed, So, I give up, I quit, fighting the way my hearts feels. It is yours, take it, break it, or love it, do as you will For now you have two hearts and I have none. Being in love with you is a lifelong task, I should have never let you go in the past. I know I gave in to myself. Told my heart that it didn’t need you. Oh, boy did I lie to my heart, Right then and there is when my life fell apart. Told my heart when you left it was for the best, Nope, my heart told me that I didn’t past that test. Now, it nine years later and my heart found you once more, And I have chosen to walk through that same door. This time I give it to you freely never for it to be seen again.