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Learning to live is the hardest thing to do when all you want is to end it all. The thoughts running through your mind of all the ways that you can just stop breathing. Of how easy it would be to just take your knife and slice your arm and wraist just to watch the dark red blood flowing freely down in a puddle. You become a cutter just you can feel something inside cause you believe that you are broken within yourself. Waking up wishing that Death had only kept you next to her. Is there no hope of ending these thoughts or wants that you hide behide a fake smile to fool all who see you on a daily routine. Having to deal with the thoughts of thinking that you was a mistake and having no one to say that your ok or wanted. But you do what you do and you keep breathing and living for there is some that have came in your life that has helped and that are there with you even tho the demons in your head are yelling and screaming that you're alone. So for me yes learning to live is the hardest thing to do but it's worth it.
Why must I go on no one cares or wants to be with a beast.
