MASTER CROW's blog: "POEMS & STATEMENTS"

EVERYTHING THAT YOU WILL BE READING ALL CAME FROM MY HEAD... THIS MAY GIVE YOU THE VEIWER SOME IDEA ABOUT ME. YOU WILL LAUGH AND YOU MAY CRY. BUT I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY READING THEM AS MUCH AS I DID WRITING THEM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME....

For me Chrismas it the worst. I think I am stuck with the Cristmas curse!!! Every time it is the same every year. I spend thousands of dollars for holladay cheer. The person i am with eather engaged want too be with or married too runs away with fear. I dont know why and i may not understand, Maybe being alone is apart of God's big plan. I hope you'll remeber the good times. Cuz every time that i do it makes me feel bad. i wish that i could just lay down and die. but all i end up doing was to sit down and cry. My life is over I hope that you soon see, on how much you realy ment ot me!! I bend over backwords for everything that you say. Now all you do is push me away!! you took my heart and ripped it in two. Now in my life i dont know what to do. I loved you with all of my heart, but not i feel all torn apart. you will have to prove it to me to even Knock at my door, cuz i dont think i can trust you anymore! I will still talk if you give me a call, but I dont think that you will do that at all!! My wall is up and I tremble with fear. I sit at home alone with 24 cases of beer!! Now that I am drunk and i know later that i will regret to say! Is FUCK YOU!! AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!! I hope you dont blame me For what i have said, I'll just sit here with a gun to my head. no one will miss me, life is not fair!!! I just wanted you too remember that i have always been there. I wanted to give love another chance!! Hell i did not go as far as romance!!! Now that it feels that I have done all this in vain!! I want you to know that it is my Curse my Pain!!! GOOD BYE!!!

A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" * * * * * * * * * The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. * * * * * * * * * A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down. * * * * * * * * * 10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy. * * * * * * * * * Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious." * * * * * * * * The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a pharmacist."

i've been living alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again.... I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a few. First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time, You told me the same, then left me, what a crime. Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind, Your love is with someone else now, what a bind. I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know, I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go. The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain, even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain. Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mope as each day passes, I lose a little more hope. I'll always LOVE you Lanea hold these words true Don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do. My heart is broken in so many a part, Do I still have a place in your heart?

ALOT OF PAIN THAT COMES WITH OUT NO REFRAIN, BUT AS LONG AS YOU HURT, YOU'LL STILL HAVE PAIN! I WISH YOU WOULD HELP YOU BUT LIFE IS NOT FAIR. HELL I'M STUCK IN SALEM, AND YOUR OVER THERE!! EACH DAY YOUR AWAY IT TEARS ME A PART, CUZ U ARE THE ONLY ONLY ONE THAT I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART. FOR WHAT YOU WRITE AND YOU BELEAVE THAT IT TS TRUE, DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THAT I WOULD HAVE ANY INTREST IN YOU?? I LOVE YOUR LAUGH, AND THE WAY YOU SMILE, I CHERRISHED THE TIMES WE HUNG OUT FOR A WHILE. SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT, I STAND HERE IN THE RAIN, AT FIRST I FELT HAPPIENESS, BUT NOW I FEEL PAIN... :0( I MISS U!!! TO:YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...

YOU PREY FOR YOUR FRIENDS HELP, WHEN YOU LIE THERE TO DIE, YET SOMEONE IS THERE, YOU PUSH THEM AWAY, AND THEY WONDER WHY. YOU ASK FOR OUR HELP, THEN YOU TELL US TO SHOO, HONESTLY IN OUR MINDS WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!! THERE IS PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU AND THOSE WHO CAIR. I DEEPLY UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE IS NOT FAIR. I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE

WE SAY TO TRUST YOUR HEART, INSTED YOU LOSE YOUR HEAD. NOW ALL I SEE IS POEMS STATEING THAT YOU WISH YOU WHERE DEAD. I'M NOT SAYING THAT YOU ARE CRAZY OR OUT OF YOUR MIND. AS A MATTER OF FACT I SEE YOU AS TENDER AND KIND. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE. YOU KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WILL STAY FOR A WHILE. THINGS WILL GET BETTER I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW, AS LONG AS YOU DON'T LET THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU GO.

Okay Boy's and girls,Hippies, and What-Knots read this little diddy! TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND ALL THROUGH THE TOWN NO COPS WERE STERING, NO NARCS WERE AROUND. THE JOINTS WERE ALL ROLLED AS THEY LAID IN THEIR STACKS, IN HIGH HOPES THAT WE'ED ALL BE STONED TO THE MAX. NOW BY TWO IN THE MORNING ALL HAS GONE WELL. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? ALL OF MY CREW, WAS FUCK UP AS HELL. WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE CAME A LOUD KNOCK AND I SAID " RUN! IT'S THE MUTHER FUCKING COPS!" NOW WHAT TO OUR GLOSSY RED EYES DID APPEAR, BUT THREE POUNDS OF SINCE AND TWELVE CAGS OF BEER. NOW THE GUY STANDING BY IT WAS WEARING A SMILE. ALL FAT AND JOLLY, SO WHAT THE HELL, I INVITED HIM IN FOR A WHILE. WHEN HE UP AND SPLIT, I COULD HAVE SWORN THAT HE SAID " MARAJAWANA TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD HIGH BYE... -THE ABSCONDED ELF

A heart has found a refuge, deep inside, A soul that left a hole, that now has crystallized Into a shape of shattered dreams, spun among the stars Looking for a partner, in distances afar. A song of simple pleasures, now, is lost Inside the empty shell of a woman, that love forgot, Forever spinning aimlessly inside her haunted mind Looking for some comfort, forever lost in time. She swore no love would find her, weak, She'd stand against the capture, of her broken dreams And build the wall around her, a stone upon a stone Not caring that, she would live, her life so alone And when love came, last, inside her heart She didn't even recognize it from the very start, She sat upon the tip, of the moon, she knew so well Casting shadows in the light, as the darkness fell. Vacant eyes have searched, the empty soul But love has been so distant, it's left her in the cold, Slumbered pains of heartache, has found no peace within And so she slips among the falling stars again.

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