Sexy Shay's blog: "Poems or Life Sayings "

Life is more like a tunnel than a box of chocolates. What I mean by tunnel is that every tunnel has a beginning and middle and end. Each time it'll start out with light and the more you get into it the darker it can get but eventually when you're rounding the end of that tunnel you see the light again. It’s like that when you start out in life everything is easy your focused on playing & your schooling with no worries.. You get to be dependent upon your parents so you have no worries & your tunnel is going to be filled with light and then when you seek your independence & you are out on your own you start developing more worries which lead to more stress..so your tunnel starts to get a little gray and it starts to feel as if its closing in on you... But once you get things figured out your tunnel starts to lighten up more and become a little bit more roomy for you not so closed in... bills are underway, you have a good job, a healthy love life, your own family. Then things happen your tunnel starts getting darker, you start feeling suffocated, lost and all you want is to get out of the dark & see the light again. So you start climbing towards the light & you start busting butt & working your way through all the stress, worries, problems & little bit by little bit you start seeing that the tunnel is starting to get a little bit lighter; that it’s not as dark anymore but more gray & you just have to stay focused & keep moving forward, working your way towards the light.

I believe in love, I believe that love exsist. I believe that love holds no boundries. To love someone is to accept that person for who they are with or with out mistakes. Love is to not be judgemental, or hold past expierences or mistakes against the one you love. Love to me means loyalty, faithfulness and exclusiveness. It's having respect enough to let others know you are not available. Love to me is to accept and hold one dear and near through thick and thin with every little ounce of power you can. Love is to be there for that person, supporting them and being there for them through thick and thin. 

I am not a perfect person, I have made mistakes. I have loved and lost. I have been cheated on and used and abused and been taken advantage of. I do not wish those things upon anyone. 

When I love I love with all I have. I do not throw those words around lightly. I try my best to do right by the one I am with. SOmetimes though things in our past can come back to bite us in the ass... Boy do I wish it never did, but it does. 

The thing is though if you truly love someone you should be able to understand that the past is not apart of their present or my future. It is a part of their past. The past is the past for a reason. 

I look forward to a good present and an even greater future. 

It's like Bob said...

  You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.- Bob Marley

I've given my heart... a piece of me that is valuable and very breakable. As much as I don't want it to be broken.. I can not help it if it happens. I can just give my all and let it be known that you are loved by me 100% with or with out mistakes.

Love is Enough 

I have all that I need with you. I have you and your love. If I possessed all that this world has to offer and did not have you, I would be empty and truly broken. All material things can be replaced if lost or tossed aside. You can never be replaced. Your love is everlasting, as mine is for you. My love for you is unending; even death will not be able to wipe away its mark on your heart. No, I need nothing else. Your love is all I will ever need. You are enough for me. Love is more than just those first few months of newness and discovery. Love, when it is real and destined to last, is, in part, the unconditional acceptance and respect for your love. Those swirling, excited feelings do not fade. They merely settle, to rest under your feet to create the foundation of life together. As we go through our days, we must hold a tiny seed in our hearts of those first days when love was new and must remember never to take love for granted. 

2 Heaping cups of Patience

1 Heart full of Love

2 Handsful of Generosity

Dash of Laughter

Too many years have gone by; So many girls were made to cry; So many hearts you did beak; You didn't seem to hesitate. You lived your life day to day, No girl could hold you, No Way! You partied day and night; When you were bored, you would fight. One day you stopped and thought of all the booze and drugs you'd bought. You thought of all the one-night stands, of all the different types and brands. You yearned for someone you could trust. Someone to share your lust. You yearned for someone who could be true, someone totally devoted to you. At last you've found that "Special Someone" to share you love in the sun. The two of you will ride away, your feelings will grow and surely stay.