Fire Goddess's blog: "Poems I Wrote"

FEB 11, 2009 Sometimes I sit here and wonder how my life will be... Will I live to see the next day? Will I be aeound to se my daughter grow up to be fine young women? I wonder if people can actually move on from a heartache? I guess some people can but I don't think I ever Will. I remember being in love with a special man he was handsome, smart,gentle, loving, made me laugh and had a heart of gold. I was so in love then I destroyed it all because I was selfish. I ended up hurting the first man I ever truly loved so bad that I lost him forever. Not a day goes by I don't regret what I did to him and others who loved and cared for me. I cry myself to sleep everynight asking myself why did i have to be so selfish and heartless? Only answer I came up with was scared of having someone care for me so much didn't know how to handle it not an excuse but the truth.... My daughter's and this man is all i had in my life now I have neither. I don't blame anyone but myself for all of this. I should have never took what I had for granted but I did and now I live with the pain guilt, and sorrow, and heartache I put upon others. Which is my fault for doing it to the people that loved and cared for me the most. Maybe one day I will be forgiven for the hurt I caused everyone. I am hoping to be able to be the sweetest, kind hearted, unselfish soul I used to be and have the self-esteem I once had about myself. I am trying to deal with all I have done. I am giving it time if it takes forever then I will do what it takes for as long as i am walking and breathing so when I do leave this I don't die people saying how worthless and cruel I was when I was alive... I don't want to die knowing I had guilt and heartach but loved by all... Written By: Virginia M. Itri TO EVERYONE I CAUSED HURT TO I AM SO VERY SORRY I DON'T KNOW HOW HLSE TO SAY IT BUT HERE P.S PLEASE COMMENT I AM UP FOR SUGGESTIONS FOR THE NAME OF THIS POEM PLZZ HELP

COME HELP THIS PRETTY SWEET LADY OUT!!! PLEASE I ONLY NEED ONE RATE AND ONE COMMENT

COME HELP THIS PRETTY ANGEL OUT,, SHE NEEDS ONE RATE ONE COMMENT !! !!! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER!!!! DJ SEXY HAZEL EYES(HEAD MANAGER AT ROAMING LOST SOULS) @ fubar COME HELP THIS PRETTY ANGEL OUT!! GIVE HER ONE RATE ,,ONE COMMENT,, SHE WILL HELP YOU IF NEEDED!!!

(repost of original by '? DARKANGEL ? FOREVER ? MY ACE? SDMF ?' on '2008-09-01 03:24:58') (repost of original by 'ÐJ Løñé£ÿ & Brøkéñ Âñgé£/ Øwñéd Bÿ ÐJ Jøkèr/Fü Båd Gírl' on '2008-09-22 13:19:24') (repost of original by 'ÐJ lø$T $øú£$~0w3n3r`0f~Thë røãmïñg lø$T $øül$~' on '2008-09-22 13:21:53') (repost of original by 'ÐJ Løñé£ÿ & Brøkéñ Âñgé£/ Øwñéd Bÿ ÐJ Jøkèr/Fü Båd Gírl' on '2008-09-22 14:39:16') (repost of original by 'ÐJ lø$T $øú£$~0w3n3r`0f~Thë røãmïñg lø$T $øül$~' on '2008-09-22 14:45:56') (repost of original by 'ÐJ Løñé£ÿ & Brøkéñ Âñgé£/ Øwñéd Bÿ ÐJ Jøkèr/Fü Båd Gírl' on '2008-09-22 14:48:02')

LOVING MEMORY THIS SWEET INNOCENT ANGEL WAS TAKEN FROM US THIS EVENING NOT ONLY WAS SHE A LOYAL TRUSTING FRIEND BUT A LOVING MOTHER WIFE,AND DAUGHTER.. THOUGH I MAY NOT HAVE NOT HAVE GOT THE CHANCE TO MEET THIS SWEET ANGEL BUT FOR WHAT I HAVE HEARD I WISH I HAD SHE A SMILE THAT CAN BRING SMILES TO OTHER HER EYES SPARKLE LIKE THE STARS IN THE SKY REBECCA YOU WILL BE DEARLY MISSED AS YOU LOOK DOWN FROM UP ABOVE YOU WILL SEE YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY LOVE YOU SO DEARLY SO SWEET INNOCENT ANGEL R.I.P AND BE THE ANGEL AS EVERYONE SEES YOU AS WE ALL MISS AD LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! WRITTEN BY: DJ SEXY HAZEL EYES

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=== 'ÐJ Sé×ÿ Håzêl Ëÿès/Fü Àñgél/Fü Båd Gírl' wrote the following at '2008-09-17 11:12:10'.. > >

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> > > (repost of original by 'DJ~TAMMY~ CO-OWNER OF THE MIST, ROAMING LOST SOULS, & RT. 66' on '2008-09-17 10:54:23')

APRIL 25,2005 LOSING FRIENDS I remember when my life fell apart the night of July 6,1999. My very dear and loyal friend was murdered. I didn't know what to expect that night but the days after were pure hell!!! The monster who took her life got away with it and watched others go down for what he had done to her... I had to look over my shoulder for 7yrs b/c at one time my life was almost destroyed by this monster... The day I found out he struck again my whole world fell apart again right before my eyes... The pain and sorrow i suffered for so long came back harder then ever! I struggle everyday to be able to have the strength to move on and face the obstacles in my life but with them gone makes it that much harder to endure... I will not rest until the monster who took these innocent lives dies for what he had done to the victims families and friends... I Hope SomeDay Justice Will Be Served Once And For All!!!!! Written By: Virginia M Itri Dedicated to the families of these innocent people RIP JENNIFER STILL D.O.B JULY 4,1979 DIED JULY 6,1999 HEATHER GREAVES D.O.B MARCH 25,1977 DIED MARCH 25,2005 LISA GREAVES DIED MARCH 25,2005 AVERY JOHNSON DIED MARCH 25,2005

WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE ONE I THOUGHT I LOST FOREVER CAME BACK TO ME... I WISH I WAS ABLE TO SAY ALL I WANTED TO SAY BUT I CAN'T NOT YET ONE DAY I WILL HAVE THE COURAGE TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BUT HAVE TO HOLD IT IN MY HEART TO THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN... I REALIZED HOW SPECIAL AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME IN MY HEART AND SOUL I AM HOPING THE TIME WILL COME THAT I CAN FEEL THE LOVE I ONCE HAD IT MAY NOT BE NOW IT MAY NOT BE TOMORROW BUT I KNOW IT IS GONNA BE THERE I HOPE THIS TIME IS GOES THE WAY WE BOTH DESERVE.... UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN MY HEART YOU WILL STAY ALWAYS AND FOREVER LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS Written By DJ Sexy Hazel Eyes

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