Sweet Southern Sass's blog: "POEMS I WROTE (PLEASE DON'T RIP/COPY)"

when I gave u my heart

I didnt think  of the pain

but the tears came down

just like the pouring rain

when I gave u my heart

I knew u truly loved me

but now ur actions tell me different

when I gave u my heart

I gave u my soul

u swore u wouldnt hurt it

u said the right things

but look at us know

as my heart crumbles

can u hear what it sings

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER (FOR JOSH) OUR EYES MET AND LOCKED ON EACH OTHER LIKE WOLVES HUNGRY, LOCKING SITE ON THEIR PREY WE KNEW WE'D HAVE EACH OTHER THAT NIGHT AS WE SAT THERE TALKING, CERTAIN TUNES PLAYED AND WE DANCED, MOVING OUR BODIES WITH EACH OTHER AND FEELING THE WARM SENSUOS DESIRES BUILDING HIDDEN TOUCHES FROM TIME TO TIME GIVING ONE ANOTHER THAT LOOK AS WE'D BOTH SMILE AND GIGGLE YOU PUT YOUR HAND UNDER MY BLOUSE FEELING MY ERECT NIPPLES AS I FELT THE GROWING OF YOUR COCK WITH MY HAND YOU'D OFFER UP SUGGESTIONS FOR OUR PLEASURE AS YOU SUCKED ON MY EAR THE THOUGHTS TURNED ME ON SO MUCH AS WE CONTINUED TO TEASE EACH OTHER WITH PROMISES OF EXTACY FULFILLED I'D GET EVEN MORE WET AND YOU'D BE HARDER OUR TEASES LEAD US TO KISS MORE PASSIONATLY WITH EACH TALE OF PLEASURE TO COME YOU GRABBED ME AND HELD ME TIGHT DANCING SLOWLY AND GRINDING OUR BODIES TOGETHER YOU'D TONGUE MY EAR AS IF TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOUR TONGUE SOON WOULD BE DOING TO MY PUSSY I TOOK ONE OF YOUR FINGERS IN MY MOUTH AS I SHOWED YOU THE MASTERFUL WAYS OF MY SOFT, WET TONGUE THE HEAT BETWEEN US GREW FASTER THE MOMENT CAME AND WE COULDN'T BARE IT ANY LONGER..... I LEAD YOU OUTSIDE, TO THE TRUCK AND WE GOT IN, OUR HANDS STILL ROAMING , OUR BODIES WANTING EACH OTHER YOU DROVE TO THE SIDE OF THE BAR WHERE THE BIG OAK TREE SWAYED IN THE WIND, PARKED ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF IT FROM THE BAR AND TURNED THE TRUCK OFF WE CONTINUED TO ENDULGE OURSELVES IN LONG WET DEEP KISSES OUR HANDS MOVING AROUND , RUBBING AND EXCITING EACH OTHER OUR CLOTHES CAME OFF IN A QUICK MOVE, AS IF WE WERE TEENAGERS AGAIN YOU LICKED MY NECK , MY BACK.... AND WORKED YOUR WAY AROUND , SLOWLY LICKING AND TASTING MY BREASTS YOUR TONGUE SLID DOWN MY STOMACH IN A BACK AND FORTH PATTERN AS IF YOU WERE TASTING ALL OF ME TOUCHING MY THIGHS, RUBBING MY PUSSY WITH TENDER TEASING TOUCHES YOUR HOT BREATH FOUND MY WET CUNT AND YOUR TONGUE DARTED THE CLIT YOU WERE A MASTER, LICKING AND SUCKING , TEASING WITH YOUR TONGUE FLICKERING IT AS YOU ENVOURED EVERY ESSENCE OF MY BEING MY PLEASURES WERE MET AS I SCREAMED AND MOANED GRINDING, HOLDING YOUR HEAD AND PRESSING DOWN NOW, IT WAS MY TURN TO GIVE YOU MY WARM MOUTH AND TONGUE...... I FIRST KISSED YOU, TASTING THE TRAIL OF FLAVOR STILL IN YOUR MOUTH, MY HEAD STARTING ITS DESCENT DOWN YOUR BODY.... FIRST MY MOUTH AND TONGUE FOUND YOUR NIPPLES LICKING AND SUCKING, GOING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THEM FLICKING MY TONGUE ON EACH NIPPLE, TUGGING GENTLY ON YOUR NIPPLE RING I COULD HEAR YOU TENSE UP AND GASP, MOANING FOR MORE WITH ONE SMALL TUG OF YOUR NIPPLE RING WITH MY TEETH MY MOUTH LEFT THEM WANTING MORE AND KEPT SLIDING DOWN YOUR BODY, LICKING AND TASTING YOU...... YOUR COCK WAS ROCK HARD, AS I APPROACHED IT TEASING IT WITH A SLOW AND CAREFULLY BUT DETERMINED LICK I TOOK YOUR HARD , VEINY STAFF IN MY MOUTH MY HANDS RUBBING YOUR BALLS AS I DID SO TWIRLING MY WARM TONGUE AROUND EACH INCH DEVOURING THE TASTE WITH A WELCOMING MOUTH, I SUCKED HARDER, STROKING YOUR COCK , LETTING IT FEEL MY MOUTH AND LIPS YOUR HANDS ON MY HEAD AS I NIBBLED AND LICKED THE HEAD OF YOUR COCK YOUR STRONG HANDS RUBBING MY HEAD AND HAIR TURNED ME ON EVEN MORE TAKING YOU DEEP IN MY MOUTH AS MY THROAT WOULD ALLOW AND SLIDING BACK OUT, ALL ALMOST ALL THE WAY MY TONGUE LICKED AND TASTED YOUR BALLS THEN BACK TO YOUR COCK, SUCKING ON IT VIGOROUSLY ALLOWING IT TO FILL MY MOUTH WITH YOUR HOT DELICIOUS CUM YOU WERE PLEASED WITH MY TALENTED MOUTH AND TONGUE WE KISSED MORE AS YOU GOT ON TOP OF ME, MY LEGS OPENING, INVITING YOU IN YOU SLOWLY SLID YOUR HARD COCK IN MY WARM PUSSY BACK AND FORTH, GLIDING IN IT AS WE BOTH MOANED WE MADE LOVE UNTIL WE EACH CAME AGAIN SOFT, SENSUAL, PASSIONATE STROKES TURNING INTO HOT, UNBRIDLED SEX ANY INHIBITIONS WE ONCE HAD WERE NOW GONE OUR BODIES SWEATING AND POUNDING EACH OTHERS YOU GRABBED MY HANDS, PUTTING THEM OVER MY HEAD AND HOLDING THEM THERE THRUSTING YOUR COCK IN TO ME AS HARD AS YOUR BODY WOULD ALLOW MY PUSSY, SO WET AND TIGHT, MEETING EACH THRUST WITH A TIGHTENING CLENCH THERE WAS ALMOST A LOOK ON OUR FACES OF PAIN, BUT IT WAS PLEASURE PURE, UNBELIEVABLE EXTASY WE CAME TOGETHER AS MY LEGS ENVELOPED AROUND YOUR ASS GRASPING ON TO YOU, MY NAILS DIGGING INTO YOUR BACK .......RELEASE, SWEET RELEASE....... WE SMILED AND KISSED EACH OTHER, KNOWING THAT IT WOULD BE A NIGHT TO REMEMBER.

WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF ( FOR JOSH ) IT WAS EARLY EVENING AS I SAT THERE,, WAITING FOR YOU TO COME HOME MY MIND DRIFTED AWAY FOR A MOMENT...... WE WERE AT THE BEACH, LATE AT NIGHT THE COOL BREEZE TASTING OUR SKIN YOU WARM HAND WAS CARESSING MY BACK I COULDN'T STOP STARING AT YOU , YOUR EYES JUST KEPT DRAWING ME IN IN THE MOMENTS OF SILENCE, OUR EYES & TOUCH WOULD SPEAK MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS WE COULD HEAR THE WATER, IN IT'S PEACEFUL TRANQUILITY SPLASHING AS THE WAVES ROLLED IN AND BACK OUT.... YOU HELD MY FACE SO TENDERLY AND GAVE ME A SOFT KISS I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF ABOUT THE LOVE & PASSION I FEEL FOR YOU,EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME AS YOUR HAND SLOWLY SLID DOWN MY BACK, YOU GRASPED MY BUTT I LET OUT A WANTING MOAN AND KISSED YOU DEEPLY WE WERE TOUCHING , SQUEEZING, NEEDING EACH OTHERS LOVE OUR PASSION WAS OVERFLOWING WHILE WE KISSED AND FELT ONE ANOTHERS BODY YOU LAID THE WARM FUZZY BLANKET ON THE BEACH FOR US TO LAY ON I LAID DOWN AND YOU FOLLOWED OUR EYES NEVER LEAVING EACH OTHER SOFT, SWEET SMILES , ADORING OUR SOULS WE KEPT KISSING PASSIONATLY AND FEELING EVERY SOFT SPOT OF EACH OTHERS BODIES THE FIRE BETWEEN US WAS BUILDING SO HOT AND SO DEEP WE NEEDED TO RELEASE OUR NEED FOR EACH OTHER AS I PULLED YOUR SHIRT OFF, YOU HELPED TO UNBUTTON MY BLOUSE I UNBUTTONED YOUR PANTS, THEN SLIPPED OFF MINE, AS YOU SLID YOURS OFF WE CUDDLED EACH OTHER IN OUR ARMS, THE BEACH BREEZE WAS COOL BUT AS WE CONTINUED TO RELEASE OUR PASSION, THE BREEZE DIDN'T BECOME A CONCERN, OUR BODIES WERE GETTING WARMER AS THE INTENSITY OF OUR LOVE INCREASED YOUR FINGERS SOFTLY TOUCHING MY FACE AND NECK MY HANDS HOLDING YOUR FACE WE KISSED YOUR BODY ROLLED OVER AND YOU GOT ON TOP OF ME OUR TONGUES INTERTWINED LIKE VINES, TASTING ONE ANOTHER OUR HANDS ROAMING EACH OTHERS BODIES, AS YOUR FINGERS SLIPPED INSIDE MY WET, WAITING FLOWER ..... I GASPED. YOU FINGERING ME, MADE ME WET FOR YOU THE DESIRE BUILDING, YOU KISSED ME PASSIONATLY ONCE AGAIN THEN SLOWLY SLID INSIDE OF ME, YOUR PENIS HARD AND DRIPPING MY PUSSY CLENCHING ON IT AS YOU GRINDED IN AND OUT OUR LOVE AND PASSION HAD BUILT UP AND WE WANTED EACH OTHER MORE THAN EVER AS EACH THRUST OF YOURS DEEPLY PENETRATED ME I WOULD MOAN AND MEET THEM WITH AN UPWARD MOTION OF MY HIPS FASTER, DEEPER, MAKING LOVE WITH EACH OTHER OUR HANDS KEPT FEELING ONE ANOTHER OUR EYES WOULD LOCK ONTO EACH OTHERS OUR GRIPS GOT TIGHTER, MY LEGS WRAPPED AROUND YOU A PASSIONATE KISS HERE AND THERE AS OUR TONGUES PLAYED THE MOMENT WAS GETTING CLOSER TO RELEASE, TO TOTAL SATIFACTION WE COULD SENSE THAT EACH OTHER WOULD TRULY BE MET WITH A FEELING OF PURE EXTACY OUR BREATHING BECAME LOUDER, BOTH MOANING, OUR HEARTBEATS BECAME FASTER, OUR BODIES MEETING EACH OTHERS, LIKE NO OTHER ONE LOUD SCREAM FROM ME AND A DEEP MOAN AND GRUNT CAME FROM YOU, AS WE MET OUR RELEASE......... YOU COLLAPSED WITH YOUR HEAD ON MY BREATS I WRAPPED MY ARMS AROUND YOU AND KISSED YOUR FOREHEAD WE FOUND OUR RELEASE, IN EACH OTHER THAT NIGHT WE BOTH KISSED AND SAID "I LOVE YOU"........ WE BOTH KNEW THEN , WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF.

I WISH I wish that I was as pretty as her so I could get your attention I wish that I was as fun as her so that asking for your time wouldn't have to be mentioned I wish that I could keep your interest so that I could stay in your thoughts but, I'm not what she is, I'm not her..... I'm me and that's all I'll ever be Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me why can't I have it all Is it the way I look, the way I talk, the way I remain silent at times, for fear of losing you And when I think about who I am, and what I do, I know that it's not me It's you that has the problem, open your eyes and see I'm a girl that's got a heart, one easy to break I'm the girl that most DO love, in spite of my mistakes I'm the one that tries to smile, even in hard times I'm the woman with morals and understanding, that's stood the test of time So if I'm just not good enough, for whatever it is you want then that's alright, I'll turn around, with my head held up and not worry if you won't talk I'll move along with confidence, knowing that I'm alright And when you see that she's not there anymore, it'll be too late for you to catch my heart.

WHAT DO WE DO NOW? All I needed was some of your time a hand held while walkin down the beach a soft whisper in the middle of the night to tell me you love me and it's all gonna be alright All I wanted was for us to be 'us' to love each other more true than anything else a glance from each other with that look in our eyes that speaks volumes over any thing more All I needed was you in my life and for you to let me be part of yours but other things got in the way you busy days and booked up nights I didn't have a place in your life, made just for me I loved you more than any love has ever known you were part of me that was bigger than this universe but, maybe I just wasn't 'enough' The nights get lonely without you around I just need to be held right now I need to feel your warm touch I need to feel your hands through my hair and I need you to be here I never asked you to give up the things that you love and I never would , but you know that, you know me so well But, how can I live a life as being your 'wife' when you're never around to show me you care? It's one of the worst pains I've had, through out the years Cryin myself to sleep wishing you were here feeling alone, cause my man is not home My heart literally hurts, my body crumpled up in pain Were all these years that "I" put in to this, all in vain? I gave you my love and my life, for you to hold close I did that always and I'll never regret it babe I can't live as a couple and always feel and be alone I need my man with me, just some of the times so I'm not always feeling 'alone' Our house was once a home we tended it with care but somewhere we lost touch of what we truly had that was so dear This can't be goodbye it can't be the end maybe it should be and we could just become friends? Nah, that wouldn't work our love has seen too much you'd miss me and I'd miss your touch So what do we do , now that we're 'here'? I don't know either baby, but it's becoming my nightmare turned real.

MISUNDERSTOOD, MY LOVE IF YOUR VIEW OF ME HAS BEEN TARNISHED BY SOMETHING MISUNDERSTOOD IF THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR SMILE HAS DIMINISHED FOR GOOD IF THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME NOW IS THROUGH JUDGEMENTAL EYES IF THE CLOUDS OF DISTRUST NOW COVER UP THE TRUE ME IN YOUR EYES THEN HOW CAN I GO BACK AND FIND THE RIGHT THING FOR YOU TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I TRULY DO LOVE YOU? HOW CAN WE REBUILD THE TRUST AND LOVE THAT WE ONCE HAD WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE EYES THAT NOW HAVE TURNED SAD? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REPAIR SOMETHING THAT IS NOW BROKEN WHAT AM I TO DO TO SHOW THAT MY LOVING WORDS FOR YOU WERE SPOKEN? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPROACH YOU NOW NOW THAT THE TRUST IS BROKEN I FIND IT HARD TO TELL YOU THINGS FOR FEAR OF WHAT YOU'LL THINK I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, BUT WANT SO DESPERATELY TO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I COULD SEE SO CLEAR AND SO TRUE THE ONE THAT ENTERED IN TO MY WORLD FROM SOMEWHERE OUT OF THE BLUE YOUR WORDS TO ME RAN SO DEEP AND MADE ME UNDERSTAND THAT NOT ALL ARE THE SAME SOME ARE VERY REAL AND LOVING MEN AND NOW I HURT AND FEEL SO BAD FOR THE TRUST THAT ONCE WE HAD I WONDER IF I SHOULD WALK AWAY OR HOLD ON WITH ALL I HAVE IF THESE WORDS I'M WRITING NOW REACH IN TO YOUR HEART LET ME KNOW IN SOME WAY THAT WE'LL NEVER BE APART FOR THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE INSIDE RUN DEEPER THAN I CAN SAY AND YOU'VE BECOME A REAL PART OF ME IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS I HOPE AND PRAY THAT GOD WILL SEE THAT THIS WAS MEANT TO BE AND THAT HE'LL KEEP YOU SAFE AND WARM AND SOME DAY OUR LOVE WILL BE I NEVER WANT TO GIVE YOU UP YOU'RE A SPECIAL TYPE OF GUY ONE THAT I CAN TELL FROM ALL I KNOW WOULD ALWAYS BE TRUE I LONG TO BE IN YOUR ARMS AND FALL ASLEEP RIGHT NEXT TO YOU I NEVER WANT TO LOSE THE LOVE THAT I COULD SEE BUILDING FOR WHAT WE STARTED A WHILE AGO REACHES HIGHER THAN ANY CEILING SO DON'T GIVE UP ON ME MY LOVE TRY TO UNDERSTAND... SOMETIMES WE ALL DO CERTAIN THINGS THAT EVEN TO OURSELVES WE DON'T UNDERSTAND SO THERE'S WHAT I'VE BEEN WANTING TO SAY TO YOU FOR A WHILE NOW I HOPE THESE WORDS GET IN TO YOUR HEART AND ONCE MORE I HOPE, TO SOME DAY, SEE YOUR SMILE.

WHY DO I BOTHER Why do I bother to open my heart when I know that eventually you'll tear it apart Why do I tell you that I care when I know you'll never even be here Why do I allow my heart to feel for you when the miles between us just make me blue You might be wondering if I really do care but you know, it's the truth whether I'm here or I'm there The reason I care so deeply for you isn't for looks, it's cause I love the real you The way that you look at me deep in my eyes like you're reading my thoughts, and I can't tell you lies It's the look in your eyes as you're talking with me the look gives a feeling that seems to run deep It's the smile on your face and knowing that I put it there It's all the things you say, and how you make me feel I miss you when you're gone and can't wait to talk with you again You run though my mind, from morning till nights end And when I think of having just ONE man in my life for some reason your face comes to my mind.

YOU ARE THE MISSING PART YOU'RE THE PART OF ME THAT'S BEEN MISSING FOR SO LONG THE PART I HAD LOST LONG AGO YOU'RE THE PIECE OF MY SOUL THAT I NEED YOU'RE THE TOUCH THAT MY BODY LONGS FOR EVERY DAY MY LOVE FOR YOU IS SO GREAT LONGING FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR BREATH ON MY SKIN WANTING FOR YOUR BODY TO BE INTERTWINED WITH MINE FOREVER KNOWING THAT YOUR KISSES ARE TRUE AND LOVING YOUR LIPS A DREAM GRANTED TO ME FROM HEAVEN ABOVE YOUR ARMS WRAPPING ME UP , KEEPING ME SAFE AND WARM YOUR EYES LOOKING RIGHT THROUGH THE VERY SOUL OF ME WANTING YOU TO KNOW EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY DREAM, EVERY WARM TENDER TOUCH OF MINE NEEDING TO BE WITH YOU, MAKING LOVE AND PLEASING EACH OTHER LIKE NONE BEFORE I FINALLY FOUND MY MISSING PART AND THAT PART IS YOU YOU, SO CLOSE IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART YOU, SO FAR AWAY IN MILES YOU, MY LOVE, YOU'RE THE MISSING PART AND I LONG FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME LIFE SO KIND YET SO CRUEL LOVE SO TRUE THAT NEEDS TO BE FELT WITH EACH OTHERS TOUCH ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS ALWAYS IN MY HEART FOREVER YOU WILL BE, MY MISSING PART

DOES HE KNOW DOES HE KNOW HOW MUCH HE HURT ME HOW MUCH HE'S MADE ME CHANGE MY WAYS DOES HE KNOW WHAT IT'S DONE TO ME THE LIES, SAD EYES, THE PAIN IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME BUT IN A WAY HE'S SET ME FREE TO KNOW THAT NOBODY CAN BE TRUSTED NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO IT'S MOSTLY GONNA BE ALL LIES THEY'LL END UP HURTING YOU HE WAS THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN THE WALLS THAT I PUT IN PLACE, I THOUGHT NOW THEY'RE BACK UP, SURROUNDED BY STEEL TO PROTECT AGAINST ALL PAIN THEY WON'T BE FOOLED AGAIN SO SOON IT WON'T BE EASY FOR THE NEXT THE SAD PART ABOUT IT ALL IS NOT THAT I GOT HURT IT'S THE FACT THAT HE'LL DO THIS AGAIN TO SOME OTHER UNSUSPECTING WOMAN MAKING THE PAIN GO AROUND INSTEAD OF RECEIVING THE LOVING