mom...thinking of you
9-4-2007
by gina goodwin
do you really think it's fair?
the way you went away?
do you think it gets easier
living day by day?
well i doesn't get any easier
no way, not by far....
i spend many days just thinking about you
wondering how you are.
it kills me that i had to tell you
it was ok for you to die...
because in all reality,
it was a big fucking lie.
and oh the tears i shed when i realized that i had forgot the sound of your voice
it really fucking killed me, why didn't i have a choice?
i would give anything in this world, even my own life,
just to hear you say you love me, and kiss me goodnight.
i will never be the same again, things will never be right.
you were everything to me.
why did you go so soon?
i think of you everyday and night
you're the sun the stars and the moon.
i love you momma, and that will never go away.
i will love you always and forever
until MY dying day.
