ITS SO DARK AND GRAY THE LIGHT STARTS TO FADE AWAY I SIT AND WONDER WHAT TO DO BUT IM CONFUSED I LIVED MY LIFE LIKE A LIGHT FUSE READY TO GO OUT SO WHY SHOULD I BE SCARED NOW
I BROUGHT ALL THIS ON MYSELF SOMEHOW EVERYDAY LOOKING DOWN ALWAYS WALKING THROUGH THIS PLACE WITH A ENDLESS FROWN ALWAYS STOMPING MY EMOTIONS IN THE GROUND
MY DREAMS FEEL LIKE DISTANT LANDS I CAN NEVER REACH MY HOPES ARE LIKE QUICKSAND THEY BEEN SUCKED BENEATH
ALL I FEEL IS GUILT AND AGONY AND FEAR THOUGHTS OF HATE STAB MY INSIDES LIKE SHARP SPEARS
WHY DO I ALWAYS FAIL FEELS LIKE I LOCKED MY SOUL IN A JAIL
FEELS LIKE SHAME HAS BECOME MY MIDDLE NAME PAIN MY FIRST WHY DO I THRIST FOR THINGS ONLY OF SELFWORTH
BUT I FEEL LESS THAN ZERO NEGATIVITY MY HERO
NOW I FEEL ITS TO LATE TO CHANGE HAPPINESS IS NOT IN MY RANGE
LOOK AT THE CLOCK ITS ALMOST TIME ALL THESE THOUGHTS PASS THROUGH MY MIND
WELL I FAILED THIS TEST THESE ARE MY WORDS OF MY LAST BREATH
