Baby Boo's blog: "Please Pray for Raymond"

Yesterday October 14th, 2008 we had our last final good byes to raymond (pat). the service was beautiful on top of a mountain like. this time of year was his favorite the leaves changing color he loved so much. he was layed to rest next to his mom and dad. i have to say it is hitting much harder on me today as i pack my things and my childrens things. We are moving back to Pennsylvania close to my family. its what raymond would want. i wont be on much next few days till i get settled in. but i do hope to be back to my normal self soon. Love and god bless you all.

Last night Raymond was taken home with the lord.it is so hard trying to understand why him. a man who was finally happy have his life taken. and i , i had to love him enough to let him go and not suffer. i thought loosing my grandmother and a friend was hard. this loosing the man i love and was gonna spend the rest of my life with is gone. i cant eat and cant sleep. i think i hear his voice and look at the door wating for him to come in and i have to realize that its not happening. and telling my two youngest kids the man they have knw for the last 3 months that gave them all the time in the day and was a true father figure and cared and loved them wont be coming home. leaving the hospital my youngest 2 year old boy screamed he wanted pat (raymond) he loves that man everything was pat this and pat that. i cant help but break down and cry and when i think i have no more tears to cry i start crying again.

just got home from hospital been a very rough night for him his body is not responding to the medications well finally this afternoon they tried the dialysis again so so far so thank god but he is not out of the woods yet we still need you too keep him in your prayers thank you for all the prayers and love and support. ~brandi~

today at 8am raymond was taken to the hospital by ambulance. he was put in icu with double pnemonia failure to kidneys and liver, and very low blood pressure. he is on life support at this time and dialisis please we need your prayers the doctors say he is the sickest they have seen he was in very bad shape. im am so crazy right now so please if im not around please understand i am spending alot of time at the hospital with him. he loves you all and i thank you for your prayers we need as many as possible he is a great loving guy.