Ok, for starters, I do NOT find myself attractive at all. My opinion is I am fat and ugly. So I really don't understand the responses I have got on my pics since I joined this site. The only two physical features I like about myself are my eyes, and my hair. My eyes seem to grab the attention of a lot of people, but they usually only get a good look at them in pictures, because I do not make eye contact with people. And my hair, its long and I love it. Its almost so long that I sit on it. However, its getting incredibily thin thanks to my medications.
Anyway, I have been single since I left my exhusband in January of 2005. And it doesn't look like that is going to change any time soon. But honestly, I am to the point that I am giving up even trying to find some one because I am tired of all the head games.
So, I would like for some of the guys on here to explain something to me. Why is it, that I have guys talk to me online and tell me how attractive and sexy I am, and how much they want to meet me, and want to fuck me, etc; yet I can't seem to get the attention of anyone in person? Yes I know I posted pics showing off my nipple rings, but even before that, I had guys reacting that way to me. So some one please tell me, why guys can tell me how attracted they are to me over the computer, yet no one I meet is interested in me. Also, all the guys who tell me they are so attracted to me, live too far away for there to be any possible chance of anything happening. Or if they do live close enough to meet, all they do is play games and come up with excuses why we can't meet.
Aren't there any real men left out there who want something more than just head games and cyber sex? I am going on almost 2 years of being single and a year and a half without any sexual encounters, and to be honest, I am tried of being alone. But I want someone who is looking for more than just someone to play games with. I've had more than my share of that.
