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blacken's void heart

It all ends the same, every guy disapates, It's all one big game. For a week or two they are true, but after that, it all goes flat. Distancing themselves, it all starts slow, little by little, it continues to grow. No more textes, no more calls, no hellos, no more, that's all. Played like a fool, thinking only of their man tool. My heart a hallow black void they just used me as a sex toy. I am tired of this shit, I cant take another hit. I cant take no more, being left all alone. Another glass heart shattered apart. Pieces fall to the floor, Time to close another door. Why do I let them in? It only hurts, makes me feel like dirt. time and time again. They all just bring pain.

deceptive mind

My heart beats for the last time, I close my eyes, I begin to cry. His soft touch no longer mine, since I have discovered his deceptive mind. He never cared for just me, turns out there were three. Who knows if there is more than that, he think he's a player, he's all that.

Ole thy Schwong

Why would I referrer to you by name or by hint, It wouldnt matter you'ld still get pissed. you know what you did, you played me for a fool, Now its my turn to walk away from you. If you want, I can play the blame game too, but I can admit my part how about you? I am not your escape goat, I am not a pawn you had my heart, but now its gone. But fate will give you yours, oh yes it will, For you reap what you sow, now "go with the flow" I looked up to you, not only at your face. I looked up to you, your soul was great. you taught me one thing I hold dear, forgiveness to others, you made that very clear. I will hold my head high, I will be strong I will just have to go buy a big plastic schwong.

destiny or fate?

strange prince the rain falls down, the tears of angels splash splash into little puddles of mud, mud made from my anger and hate why, why would it have to be this way I thought long and hard, suffering increases pain lingers, he lingers, coming back for more enough. Go away I yell, go away. You did your damage I will survive, I did before you, I will after you a stranger in the distance draws near, could it be, could it be, my red eyes focus in, is this my prince charming my night in armour? He is distant, but drawing near. closer and closer, I wrap my arms around him, embracing he wipes my tears of distraught away. smelling his cologne, feeling how good he feels, how i longed for such a man, for such a caring touch a touch in a need of time. Thank you strange prince, thank you. His embrace, warm and tender he feels to good, to good to be true I clinch tighter, dont leave, dont leave lifting his katana toward me, he withdrawls alone I stand, just like when he found me my heart pounds, my body aches my desire to please, my desire for acceptance His deep cautious steps take him back to the darkness back behind his cold wall, I sit, head in my hands and cry again I will sit and wait once again for what fate has in hand for destiny was wrong. Alone I stand, looking down the wind blows my long loose red hair about my dress ripple from the breeze, my hands and face cold. I start to cry, will this vicious cycle ever end?
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