ive never had a simple life when it comes to emotions, im to sensitive, to busy thinking about how other people feel and putting my self last. this explains why woman treat me the way they do. this will never end until i stop being so selfless im so far on the extreme side of selfless that its unhealthy! so i vow from now on to become a total selfish pr!ck. that way when im nice it will seem incredible and deep and profound, instead of just "how i am"
