MissBehavin's blog: "petmichgnlover"

We met at work about 14 years ago. We began to chat and flirt with each other on a daily basis. I knew he was in a relationship but I was young and it didn't seem to bother me . As we continued to flirt we decided to hook up. We had agreed that we were just going to be friends with benefits, and that we didn't want anyone to know about us . Well as time went on we was hooking up more often and my feelings began to grow even more passionate towards him . I was Falling in Love and I knew he wasn't feeling the same way. But it was still ok because I just wanted to be with him as much as I could. In the mean time I had also been dating other guy's and he knew about it. At first I don't think it really bothered him . But as the years kept passing he had broken up with his girl and also started seeing other girls . We continued to always come back to each other even if we was with other people at the time . I then realized he did care about me . He was always honest with me about why we could never be a couple. The reason stated from him was I won't ever be able to be Faithful to you. I charish his honesty for what it was . We as a open couple had something happen that I believe brought our hearts closer to one another but as time passed I met another man that I was sure I was going to be with the rest of my Life. I then let my old love know I really wanted to make things work with my new man and I didn't want to be cheating on him. He understood and stepped back . During our time apart he had became a father to a beautiful lil girl, who looked just like him. I was so in AWWW because I wished it had been me that he had a child with .Shortly there after I was having problems with my man . I had found out he was cheating on me with someone I knew and was lying about it. He also became mentally and physically abusive to me. Again, I Called apon My OLD LOVE.. With open arms and heart he excepted me back in his life even tho he was with his babies mom. I think he knew I could never stay away from him. Shortly after I left everything and moved back to my home town. I stayed in touch with my old love and every once in a while we would hook up. We again was apart for a very long time , only speaking to one another via e-mail. During this time he had became a father once more. I was Devestated . My heart ached with disbelief. Again wishing it would have been me. I Love this man with all my heart and I believe he feels much love for me. We Still talk today and get together on a rare occasion,but we can never fully be together.. I Love you now and forever!! If he reads this , He knows who I am talking about !

It was early Saturday morning. I couldn't get it out of my mind. I had been having multiple dreams of having sex with another girl. It was so weird I am a women who loves men. I enjoy having sex all the time with men. I have dreams just like most all women do about having a threesome of two men and myself, but never had I dreamed about having sex with another women! My ex-boyfriend always wanted me to have a threesome with him and another girl but I couldn't get past thinking ANOTHER GIRL! I would always watch pornos with him and even by myself of threesomes, 2 girls and 1 guy,2 guys 1 girl or even gang bangs it never bothered me. I never thought once that I would even ponder of having sex with Another Girl! It became late afternoon on Saturday and I was still thinking of it . I just couldn't get it out of my head . So I thought to myself I need to talk to a friend of mine who is a Lesbian. She is a beautiful blond who I just couldn't believe was a lesbian when I found out. I had always pictured her with a man. She had never hit on me or any other women that I noticed before, but for some odd reason I wasn't surprised. We have remained friends and she would talk to me about anything if I would ask. So I decided to give her a call . When she answered I asked if I could come over to talk. Of course she had no hesitation . I got to her place around 2pm that afternoon .She let me in and I had never really thought of her before in the way I just did. I thought to myself If I was to have sex with another women I think I would want it to be her. I totally shocked myself. We went in and sat down on the couch and I proceeded to ask her. So I have some serious questions to ask you . She smiled and said ask away. So I proceeded to ask her the first question that popped into my head which was : So did you always know you where a lesbian ? She smiled and laughed and replied No ! I then asked well what made you want to be with a women ? She said I had always been with men up until about 5 years ago . My ex-boyfriend had been asking if we could spice up our love lives . She proceeded to tell me then that he had asked if he could bring another women into their bed. I thought to myself Boy do I know this story . She then said she agreed to do it . I asked how did you feel when it happened ? She stated very aroused ! Without asking anymore questions she continued telling me what else happened. " My boyfriend and I went out to a dance club we had had a few drinks and was feeling very frisky. We decided to ask another lady that was sitting across the bar to join us . She was a red head just as you are and she was a Big Beautiful Women. Someone that I knew he wouldn't be interested in if we were to have a threesome with her. We all three was getting very close and touchy, feely. We then left and went to a hotel room. By then I was feeling very attracted to her. Her long red hair , her round voluptuous body. It was like he no longer existed . She and I began to kiss then we started to caress each others breasts. I felt very comfortable . My ex sat in the corner chair masterbating while she and I became closer. As we continued suckling on each other ,she started moving her way down to my pussy. I was so into it by then I couldn't even remember that my ex was even there. She began fingering me and licking my clit. I had became instantly wet. There was no doubt in my mind I was loving it. I began to moan vigorously as she continued to indulge herself with my pussy. It became so exciting I couldn't hold it in anymore. I screamed loudly with surreal intense I orgasmed. I felt then that I knew I wanted to be with women all the time . I had never felt so satisfied before with a man as I felt right then and there with her. She knew just how to please me!" With her telling me this story I had became very aroused just listening. I proceeded with I light touch to her thigh. She didn't back away I was scared but yet I couldn't stop. She had turned me on My Pussy was so wet. She then leaned over and kissed me ever so lightly with her moist plump lips. We began caressing each other all over. Her hand had moved down my breast to my outer thigh . Then slightly moved inwards towards my pussy . I couldn't think. I was so aroused! She had started caressing my pussy through my pants. She then softly undone them and pulled them to my ankles . Her face pointed directly at my pussy. I couldn't believe I was doing this . As many times as my ex had asked me to be with another women and now I am doing it without him. I was loving every minute of it ! She began to move my legs apart and places her mouth on my pussy . I was so excited, so nervous, so wanting it bad. She then stuck her tongue in my pussy , licking and slurping it. It felt so GREAT! I didn't want her to stop. She continued for another 20 minutes pleasing me until I came . She licked my pussy clean of cum and smiled with delight. I had just had my first experience with a women. I still love being with men . I'm not sure it will ever happen again with a women but I enjoyed it and I wonder am I Straight or Bi????

It was 7:00am and he sat in the parking lot waiting for me to get off work. As I came out the door he caught my attention. I was excited in a way because I didn't think he even thought of me. I knew he was Married But I was seriously attracked to him. He asked me if I wanted to take a ride, Because I knew his wife I was hesitent at first but I couldn't resist his sexy deep voice and his dark brown hair and dark brown eyes . I got into his vehicle and we drove off. Curious of where we were going I asked him, so what do you have planned ? He smiled and said he had something special in mind. I was in total awh . Shortly there after we pulled up to a car wash .The kind where you pull in and wash your car yourself. He looked at me and told me he had been dreaming of me . With total surprise, I said REALLY! He replied, YES REALLY! I then asked him what it was he had dreamed about. He replied you sucking my cock !! In my mind I was in total heaven. At that time he took my hand and placed it on his cock. He was so hard and it was so ingorged I couldn't help but to caress his huge cock thru his pants. He leaned across the seat and gave me a kiss and whispered do you want to suck my cock? I replied by gently moving my hand down his pants. Pulling his enormous cock out, I couldn't help but kiss the tip . I then gently started licking around the rim and down his shaft. He started making slight moans. As I continued stroking and licking his cock, he became louder . The louder he became the more excited I became. I wrapped my lips around the head and started swallowing his cock deep into my throat as far as I could. Gagging on his huge member I couldn't stop thinking how exciting this was being out in the public eye where anyone could walk by and see us. I continued sucking on his cock while gently caressing his balls. He became so involed in moaning I just knew he was about to drop his load. As I was swallowing him deeper and deeper , He started yelling I'M CUMMING !!! I'M CUMMING !!! I'M CUMMING!!!! And before I knew it he had released his cum into the back of my throat. As I swallowed and gently licked all the cum from around his balls he whispered lightly, GOD, THANK YOU! You where better than I had amagined. I replied, I enjoyed every minute of it , because I had been dreaming of sucking your cock for a long long time. Just as we finished and I sat up , the manager of the car wash walked by the stall. At that point all I could think was I hope he saw us. Cause knowing someone may have caught us and watched was so intense.