nFlames's blog: "Peace of mind"

I sit here drawing and writing
Remembering the past, looking for the future
I stumble back to the old days 
When we would laugh and play
They've become old photos 
In my tangled web of memories
Locked away in a chain of thoughts
Now I watch you slowly being taken
Away from that horrid place
To bigger and better things, or so they say
At one time you were my love, my life
My everything for so many years
Now I just stand and watch you leave
While watching the pen bleed
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My first writing piece from when I was 13... wow lol

My mind is filled with all this shit

So I'll use this to get rid of it

I hear that words defile the heart

Truth and lies not far apart

All these stories that we're told

Prehaps it's why we've lost our soul

All these thoughts written in time

Found they're way to this head of mine

All these words are nothing more

But what of life if not a bore

Just when it seems like theres a rest

Life tells us that we failed it's test

Losing sight of what to do if not die

But she always told me that I could fly

So I guess I'll walk til the end of days

I just hope I don't see you in flames

If you got my words and the meaning

I hate to tell you, your hearts still beating

My minds still filled with all this shit

I guess I'll have to live with it 

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Wrote this a few years ago, repost from my old account