It has come to my eyes, that life is a very fraile and innocent thing, there comes a time when you have to accept things for as they are. You can't help but reflect upon the better moments in your heart.When things seemed to simple.
You can almost taste the rememberance of what it once was. Like a heavily drawn swig from a crisp cool bottle of Vodka. You the feel the burning blaze as it rips fire across your lips and down your throat. Your eyes begin to water and you find it so hard to collect those thoughts lost.
But somehow you can't, you feel your walls closing in around you, everyone is turning away on you. You've struck rock bottom, and your alone, you finally realize there is nothing going to change. So you take one last breath as you look once more upon the stars and whisper to yourself.
I love you, no other moment will come between us, but you and I. We are the same.
Forgive me, forgive me for my inability to be there when you needed me most, forgive me for not seeing it from your eyes, forgive me for the vanity and stupidity I own for my stubborness, I am only human like you, born into this existance to love, and to lose.
We are all losers, never do we win, I am brought down for the loss of one for whom I love. She has my heart, she knows who she is, and I will never give up on her. As I pray she will never give up on me.
Goodnight, may peace find us somewhere along the lines so that we are not left broken and alone in this passing.
