Love of a life time!
How do you know when youve found it. Maybe its when you meet someone that just hearing from them makes you smile. Maybe its the little texts that you get all day long that let you know that you are being thought of all the time. Maybe its the soft touches and passionate kisses you exchange when you get to see each other. And maybe its praying to GOD to send you the love of your life! All of these are ways to know when youve met the love of your life, and i hope everyone will one day find that person.
As for me, there is no doubt that i have found that person. Because all that is listed above and more, i have found in one person. She knows that im not perfect, and that i have my flaws. But she loves me regardless. I always thought that i knew what love was. But i know that i had never experienced it, until i met her. I wake up early in the morning, just to talk to her, just to hear her voice. I think about her all day, and have to actually think about what i am supposed to be doing. Because at times, she consumes my thoughts and nothing else exists. I go into my own little world, that only has me and her in it. I have caught myself sighing, alot when i think about her, and that is something that i have never done, about anyone. She is constantly on my mind, all day long. She is the last one i talk to at night and the last thing that is on my mind as i go to sleep. I find myself praying for her more than ive ever prayed for even myself. I pray that God will surround her with Legions of Angels. That noone or nothing can harm her. If i dont hear from her at night, before i go to sleep, i find it very hard to sleep. I can not wait till the day that we can be together all the time. She is sooooo special to me, and i would do anything for her, and i think that she has already learned that about me. Everyday that goes by, i find something more about her to love, and the love only gets stronger.
I never believed in love at first sight, until i met her. Now I know that God himself, must have put us together. There is no doubt abou that to me. I thank him constantly for sending her into my life. I will spend the rest of my life, finding new ways to let her know that i love her. I dont want her to even have to think, whether i love her or not. I want her to know it from the center of her heart. A love like this is a once in a life time thing. And i plan to charish my life time, with her.
I have told several people that i was looking for the fairy tale. You know, "HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!". But i never expected in a miilllion years to actually find that. BUt there is no doubt in my mind that, that is exactly what GOD has given me. My one shot to make everything that i have done wrong in my life, rite. I thank GOD for her daily. I love you with all my heart and soul!!!!
I hope that everyone can find that someone that makes their heart skip a beat. That someone that, not even 5 minutes away from them and your heart hurts, yearning to be with them again. I have found that wonderful feeling and that wonderful lady. I hope that everyone finds that someone.
Guess that is enough for now. I will keep you posted on how things are going. But there is no doubt in my mind, that we will grow old together, holding each other in our arms.
