The Bullgod's blog: "Random Ramblings And Rantings Of A Mad Man"

This song, Out To Sea by Smile Empty Soul, fits how Ive been feeling lately almost exactly. Im too apathetic to find a widget for it, but if you want to hear it I know you can find it on playlist.com. Here are the lyrics anyways:

The air is cold im getting old
And going nowhere
This job is shit
I wanna quit
But money is scarce
I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care
Everyday seems the same
Another blank stare

All i want is to breathe
To feel like theres a part of me
That still believes
in all my hopes and my dreams
To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me
Again

I hate this town
And all the sounds
That drive me crazy
I wanna run and buy a gun
But im too lazy
I feel so dead
I feel so numb
Will nothing phase me
I check my pulse
But nothings there
I think im fading

All i want is to breathe
To feel like theres a part of me
That still believes
in all my hopes and my dreams
To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me
Again

Out to sea
Nothing but waves to surround me
And all i feel is pain
Its the only thing that's real
And all i need
Is time to reflect on the life i lead
I'm lost at sea
Nothing but ocean to drown me in

All i want is to breathe
To feel like theres a part of me
That still believes
in all my hopes and my dreams
To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me
Again