i cant wear this disguise anymore
cant hide the lies hidden beneath
wear the masks to hide the truth
dance this masquerade
nothing is as it seems
the dream has come to an end
and im the only one to realize it
you continue to divulge in desire
that only you share
and i can no longer be apart of it
its not right to pretend any more
lead you along
its not meant to be
coming to terms with the things ive done
things ive said
intentions coming to present
i dont know how to tell you
the words that scream in my head
im sorry for everything
i was the biggest waste of your time
and eventually you wouldve seen it
i have love for you
but im not in love with you
can never be
my heart lies somewhere else
i can no longer talk to you the way i once did
guilt stains my hands
my mind and my body
i understand what im doing
and you may not
its for the best it ends this way
we took a chance on something that started burning from the beginning
from underneath us
i was the one to see the smoke first
im sorry i'm hurting you
its nothing to do with you,you were perfect
i hold you very closely to my heart
my dear friend,thats all you were meant to be
hate me for the way i feel,the words i speak
its the truth
i understand if u distance yourself from me
quit talking to me
i deserve it,but i cant be with you
its not right,it never was
so i'll bow out gracefully
take my coward leave
forgive me
but i wont be on tomorrow
or for a few days..
im sorry..
