Southern Vixen's blog: "Poetry"

I Want You To Notice

 

I want you to notice if I’m not around

I want you to miss me when I cannot be found.

I want you to love me as I love you

What I want doesn’t matter not even to a few.

 

When you’re not around the sun doesn’t shine

When I’m not around I don’t think you mind.

I wonder if it’s always been that the way

And I just didn’t realize ‘til today.

 

When you’re not around my mind tries to pursue

The reasons why you do as you do.

Is it from me that you’re trying to run

Or my imagination having cruel fun?

 

When you’re not around I feel so depressed

Abandoned, forsaken, desolate, and oppressed.

When I’m not around I don’t know how you feel

You keep things inside never expressing what’s real.

 

Yes I want you to love me, I really do

I want you to love me as I do you.

I want you to miss me when I cannot be found

I want you to notice if I’m not around.

Interpretation of Love

 

You haunt my dreams in such a way

I’m not sure what is real today

I dreamt of marrying but never did see

Who it was that was taking me.

 

Instinctively I knew who stood

At the alter where he drew my blood

For the groom I’m sure you couldn’t comprehend

Was a being who resides in the soul of my friend.

 

This dream you see would make most women dread

The thought of sharing this marriage bed

Because he was part of my friend’s soul when born

I cannot be afraid nor be forlorn.

 

For this friend my love runs so very deep

I will do anything for his love to keep

If I must be Lucifer’s bride for eternity

To be with him, I willingly agree.

 

Because of his amazing reaction

Of my dream in his interpretation

Happy together we certainly could be

Together forever perpetually.

Kiss Me Passionately

Kiss me passionately with all your might

Make me forget everything but you

Hold me in your arms every night

Make all my dreams come true

 

My heart is filled with such delight

Just thinking of being with you

I can’t believe how perfectly right

True love can be for two.

 

Look into my eyes and see the emotion

Emanating from within my heart

Swelling up like a wave in the ocean

Flowing freely with love to impart

 

For you I have such a sweet devotion

And have had right from the start.

I hope there never is the slightest notion

That our souls should ever part

Lay With Me

 

So many times I took for granted

That you would always be by my side

For your love I should have protected

And your passion for me kept alive

 

When you would come to me in the night

And simply lay by my side

Touching me felt so right

And my love for you I couldn’t hide

 

When the moments were getting heated

And amorous we did grow

You knew exactly what I needed

And your love for me you did show

 

Now when you come to me in the night

And ask me to lay by your side

I will fully enjoy you holding me tight

Never taking for granted your love will abide.

Lost

 

I’m lost and don’t know how to find

The me I know is deep inside

I’m hiding from this crazy life

That’s filled with so much grief and strife

 

I’m lost and don’t know what to do

My life was so connected to you

But now you’re gone, I’ve drove you away

Lost is how I guess I’ll stay.