Once upon a time i fell in love with a boy he promised me the world i told him i was scared to start another relationship he promised he would never hurt me for awhile we were right for awhile i could sleep at night then one day we got into a fight day after day week after week we argued all the time i thought i would loss my mine i loved him so much but it hurt with every touch i tried to work through it i tried to ignore it i tried to stop it but i ended up drowning in it i let everything he did just be i knew he couldnt see how much it hurt me i felt that i had changed into something i hated the jealous type the dependent type the overbearing type i became the type of female that believed everything he said soon i started feeling like lead i just felt a heavy heart i didnt feel real smart so i did what i had to do for me i left the boy be i no longer feel the pain i no longer feel depressed or anxious or happy or sad or mad or dumb i dont feel anything i just feel numb
