nero240's blog: "now out of my mind thoughts by Nero240"

Good morning ; I realize that I have been away from here for a long time and that for some of you this is the world, but as for me the real life has takne over and I wish that I could just hit the delete key and remove alot of the things that have happened . to begin with my long time friend Annie has Been in and out of the hospital with her leg to the point that she developed a staff infection and stood the chance of loosing her leg ,not once but twice this summer , after the second visit we found out she has something causing internal bleed and not sure of the cause only the effect, right now we are waiting to see if it is either colon cancer or blood cancer , this coupled with my dad being diagnosed with lung cancer and COPD and being in and out of the hospital . then yesterday he decided that rather than take the treatment he would rather go home and live out his days, which unnerved me. So there for real life is more important that this page or anything else on the net , As for the petty mindless morons who rated my pictures a 1 what damage can you do to some one who has faced down cancer twice been run over and left for dead ,you one rate has as much value as two dead flies in a jar. So there fore thats where I been , I don't know if I will find time to get back here or not and to be honest I don't really care one way or another , so have a great day ###

Yesterday Lady bird Johnson passed away, and with her passed the end of a dream and a time in America that has long been forgotten by many and remembered by a few of us children of the 50's and 60's. Mrs Johnson's Husband Lyndon was the President who finished up the Civil rights programs that gave a lot of us our freedoms . also tried to win in Nam but ended up loosing the respect of the country and 4 years later his life, Mrs Johnson stood by his side and and bore the brunt of the weight that fell on to his shoulders , Most of you younger people know fear from 9/11 but how many of you realize that back during the day of the 60's we nearly went to war countless times ? All during this time Mrs Johnson kept her husband calm and so she was truly a great woman and the first Modren first lady , who believed in speaking her mind may she rest in peace and share the here after with the love of her lfe God Rest you both

Its been a day and a half since the shooting at Virginia Tech and I know alot of people have weighed in on how bad this was and how will the Victims families cope with their loss; all of these are good questions and I have one what about the parents of the shooter have you considered what they are going through and what they will face for the rest of the lives? Shame and a lot of it but they more than likely are good people who's son went off the deep end and shot and killed 32 people including himself , then comes the if only guilt which isn't fair to anyone let alone the parents whom I feel sorry for . I don't have any kids in college but yet I can understand the fear and the sorrow that each family is feeling and out of respect for them I have lowered my flag to half mast and Pray for a quick healing and understanding from us all for the survivors and the victims of this horrid event.

don't you just love those idiots that rate you a 1 but don't have the balls not to sign there name , personally I could care less . I am well over 50 have a sweet woman who loves and puts up with my stupid ways and a group of step and real kids who love me and who I have taught to speak their minds , now a little about why I don't care what I get rated I am ugly and I know it hell after being almost killed twice and lived the life I have I look good for having had everything that has happened to me besides all the looks in the world can't replace the good in side a person my second wife was a model with a body some women would kill for but she was a shallow self centered BITCH and only was with me 6 months after that I went for the more down to Earth women who know what real love is so if you want to rate me a 1 or less please do so but have the balls to sign your name thanks for reading

its christmas time again and once more I am fighting a depression , not that I don't love the season and what it means to me but because from halloween until the first of the yr this time has brought a lot of pain to my life my mom and brother were both killed or died at this time shortyly after new years I was run over and left for dead and spenta year recovering but I did so it is for these reasons I get depressed but also I am grateful to God and his son for being alive and it was at this time of year I found my dad again and we have had a great relationship for years now . Our troops overseas need support and having been one of those troops I know what something from home means at this time of year just to take the loneliness away , so I wish them well and always will, each night I pray to God to keep them safe and to not let anyone die on christmas , but never get that wish , So when I look back on this time of year and see the trouble in the world and the high price of things I remember one passage from the Bible John 3:16 and it makes the whole thing worth doing all over again so let me finish by saying this I wish all of the cherry tappers a Very Merry christmas and a happy New year and may all your wishes and dreams come true Love you all me

I have a question for you , why are you here ? to make friends to meet people or just to have a place to be ? I'm here because I like to be around people who are diffrent it would bore me to tears id we all were the same , some people are extroverts and other are introverts , personally I fall in the middle , but I come here to say hi and have a great day coz thats my hope for everyone , not to say that " don't add a person who is only in it for their own glory because maybe they have a problem that they are truly afriad to talk about. I'm old and remember alot of things but I try to live by a few things I have heard first is the Desderata google it if you are courious about what it says and the old saying from star trek the needs of the many out weigh the needs of the few or the one the last one is that through others do you discover self , so to the ego people out there don't tell me not to add some one because maybe that person needs to talk to an old balding fat man or maybe not but don't take the chance away from any one . so in closing let me say that if you want to add any one do it and make a new friend and in some cases let it begin with me hugs nero240

the trial is over and now the appeal for the butcher of bagdad but how does killing one man leval the score when he put to death countless others ? and did anyone really believe he would not be put to death I think it would have been easier just to give him a cigar and a blindfold and walk him to a wall compaired to the number of people who have died durring this trial so far but that is just my opinion me

there are a lot of things I could say but I am going to speak from my heart, the shhot in Amish country makes me wonder what is going wrong with the people in this world nobody know what compelled this man to kill innocent children , children who were sheltered form the world outside , what would casue a normal person to harm any child for that matter ? we have murders rapists and other low lifes that could be killed and no one would miss them except the people that love them, maybe just maybe there is a bit of good in these people , but a child is a protected species and should be allowed to live no matter what , maybe in time I'll lighten up but for today these are my thoughts