EvaPunk333's blog: "nothing"

I just need to deal. It's not gonna happen..get over it! i have no idea why I cry about it. I guess its just because I am still lonely. It just sucks when things stop so abruptly...and I was just letting my guard down. Now...well, I don't know what. I just don't want to ruin things like last time. I don't want everything to be awkward. But I didn't really want to start this shit all over again...

I hate Valentines day. Year after shitty year, I'm alone. I've gotten someone a gift though, he's becoming my best friend...I wish we were more than that, but not much I can do about that right now. I just don't want to be alone on this day again. I don't know why I hate being alone, I just do. According to my zodiac book, it is just my Libran personality...according to my ex, it is some kind of personality defect. I don't know...I just know it's debilitating.

How do you define perfection? It's in the eyes Hypnotized in blue Voices heard that scar everlasting Love favors hope Dreams fade black Skin is touchless and dry Tears create seas Hearts burn red Entwined lovers are missed Look upon me Stars bright white