MIKI's blog: "Not really sure blog lol"

I long for the days without a care,

Summer days playing catch with the dog.

Of an endless freedom of youth,

Now almost hidden in my 9 to 5 fog.

To be young and carefree again,

Would be a wonderment of its own.

Relive all my younger days,

Days that are long since gone.

The smiles and crys of the chilldren,

Put everything right in my mind.

They are the reason I've made it this far,

To this point and time.

With my tears in thier eyes,

My smile on thier face.

Through them my memoreys come to life,

And watch them grow in my place.

Even though I grow older,

My heart and mind stay young.

As each one takes its first breath,

Once again my life has begun.

Her smile flew distances,
Through plains,mountains and streams.
To see her during my night,
She could only be a dream.

But here in my day,
She is before me.
With all her sunlit beauty,
For my eyes to see.

My mind thinks shes a dream,
My heart begs no dream is she.
My hope is for now in my night and day,
She will remain for my eyes to see.

When an angel falls to earth,
Like her they must appear.
But even with thier heavenly grace,
To her beauty they dont come near.

With eyes so gentle and soft,
Hair that glows like the sun.
Her smile draws me closer,
Soon my heart will be undone.

Just to touch her heart,
Lives most men would easily give.
Her beauty embeded so through my heart,
And there forever Natalie you will live.

With my eyes wide open,
I feel like I'm in a dream.
With one so beautiful before me,
My reality has altered or so it would seem.

An angel before me,
From beyond this world she must be.
Still I close and open my eyes,
And cannot believe what I see.

My words will never come close.
Or would they even dare.
To describe how beautiful she is,
This one with the flaming Red hair.

During the quiet of the night,

Lonelyness sets deeply in.

Staring through a window,

Waiting for the next day to begin.

The minutes tick by slow,

The night wont seem to let go.

Images of her float in my mind,

Images are all I now know

.No longer do i feel her touch,

Or her gentle smile do i feel.

This deadly silience and cold,

Inside me all to real.

My nights hold me now,

With a heart that wont ever heal.

The loss of her love,

Is all my heart can feel.

The only distance between us,
Is how far you'll keep me away.
But I hope your letting me closer,
With each passing day.

Though the miles are between us,
Along with a lot of unknown things.
I would send you my heart,
And all that it would bring.

So for now,hold your hand against my chest,
Hold me there till you feel free.
And when it does finally fall,
You'll begin to see the real me.

When things travel great distance,
Fade like an evenings sun.
But beauty still remains,
Especially with this one.

Hers could travel miles,
Across to distant shores.
And when she comes to me,
She is beautiful all the more.

Her beauty is a treasure,
Across any land or sea.
And I feel blessed from God
Karlie when you bring yours to me.

Though her heart may never be mine,
Her beauty I will always see.
It shines like a midnight star,
Its light so bright to see.

Each night when I see her,
Darkness is replaced with her Glow.
When she is gone and her light fades,
Sadness Is what I know.

Now the day comes,Glorious sky blue,
And the suns warmful light.
But my thoughts remain on beautiful stars,
And long for the middle of the night.

The world spins in one direction,
But my heart can go many ways.
Sometimes my words remain dark,
Sometimes they lighten with the day.

If my words never changed,
I think I would grow nomore.
Just like the sun not always shining,
Sometimes the rain must pour.

So please grow with me,
And share all that I have to show.
More of myself will open up,
The whole true me then you will know