StormDragonZ's blog: "Non-Poetry (Stuff In My Life)"

Item 1) Games I bought a game for the PS2 called Ratchet & Clank. Heard it was good, and what I look for in a game, so I'd give it a try. I haven't been playing much of games worth lately, but I'm not as determined to master something in less than a week anymore. - Item 2) Writing I have not written any new poems since last week. Any poems I'll be putting up now are not exactly new or recent... more like five to six months ago. As for my story, I just seem to procrastinate despite many people asking when I plan to start the next chapter. Just haven't gotten around to it. - Item 3) Emotions I talk to someone often, then I don't hear much from them at all. It's starting to get obsessive, and I wish I wasn't doing this to myself. I did it once before and I lost all sense of character to myself. I ignored friends and just did nothing but hope I'd talk to that one person who I wanted to for the longest time. Whenever I get this way, I want to end up being emo or something and just tell myself the only way to get better is to be hated... I don't want that, but when I can't get what I want to feel happy, I just want it to go away so I don't feel hurt over absolutely nothing... I feel very pathetic. Item 4) Working Put applications out for places to work possibly besides tutoring which ends in two to three weeks. So far, I put two in. One for a video game store, and the other for a book store. Item 5) Overall Life Depressing. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm losing a care to play video games, work seems to be the only thing that is important to me. I just want to flat out say that I hate myself. I want to ignore this feeling of constant obsessing, but I don't know why I can't just ignore it. Maybe I just feel like I'll never talk to that one person ever again. Too many things in my end to complain or get angry over trying to find a solution...

Apparently, a Mumm about a Mumm was offensive. So I got my Mumm ability taken away... Other that that, I'm tired. Nothing much to say. :P

Item 1) Games I'm very close to beating Pokemon Crystal. I've been continuing playing Guild Wars and been on-edge trying to find a game I don't have a clue if it exists anymore or not. If you know or find the game Mega Man Zero 1, let me know. - Item 2) Writing I have been neglecting my next chapter to my story WHEC. I will try to write it on Tuesday. Poetry is going well, and I have finally decided on publishing a small 40 poem book as a starter. - Item 3) Emotions I'm actually feeling rather happy this last week. Some people once again consider my poetry a waste of time and had someone almost steal one. Other than stupid drama occurring with random idiots, I've been quite happy. - Item 4) Working Ten people in the last three days... I am glad I decided to go into tutoring for summer school. I'll be returning back as a student at Onondaga Community College this fall to take a random class in English to increase my writing ability. - Item 5) Overall Life To rate it, I'd say 8.5/10.0... needs more than what it is, but I'm glad I'm not sitting at home doing nothing for endless hours. My birthday comes in less than a month, so I'm anxious.

So I decided to create a new blog type outside my poetry. I'll be talking about five main things that are going on with my life and just about anything worth wanting to mention. Item 1) Games Yes, I do play video games and computer games often. Currently, I've hit the deep end and decided to replay a Pokemon game. My activeness playing Guild Wars online also is consistent. Nothing more I can mention about my games except I finally have a group of six Pokemon. - Item 2) Writing Currently at a total of 348 poems written. I have two new poems written, and one of them will be put on after this blog is finished. Chapter 34 of WHEC will be written sometime next weekend. - Item 3) Emotions Lately, I've been feeling a little more depressed than normal. It feels odd. I just find myself going online to come here on CT and post Mumms and/or talk to people. Some people I am completely ignoring, but I'm not doing it on purpose. This happened last year when I didn't talk much. I hope I'm alright... - Item 4) Working Next Friday marks my first day getting paid from tutoring both offline and online. A reason I could be so neglectful to my friends is my increase in work. Most likely it is. - Item 5) Overall Life Overall, I'm doing well. I feel bad that I've been a little passive to being social, but I'm sure it is just some stupid phase of mine. I hope everyone had a good Fourth of July, and that I'm still doing poetry requests.