I have loved you for nine years now
and through it all you have been my support
my life and my soul,
I have given every bit of me
I know I have made many mistakes
I have always tried to fix them
but solve them I guess I didnt
Still I always loved you
One of the beauties I saw in you
was your honesty
Guess I was just a fool
I believed what I wanted too
and that was you loved me half as much
as I loved you
there is no rhyme to this bit
there is no rhyme in my life anymore
I keep trying to give you all my heart
soul and life
I did that when I made you my wife
but I was just a kid a joker a fool
no one like you should have ever seen me
as anything
and I should have known that
but the hope and desire was just too stroung
I needed your love
I needed your hand
I needed your eyes to brighten my days
so I accepted what shouldnt have been
and now I let you go
I do this with no tears
I've cried all those out days ago
there are no tears left
no heart left inside this body
no life even wanted
I just hope in nine years you had one day
that made you smile
To be a failure is bad enough but to know
the whole time was just sympathy
everything I believe was taken from me
as the eagles said
"I'll do anything to save what we have
to keep you by my side I love you till death do us part
but what do I do when I'm still missing you
What do I do What do I do with my heart"
