Day Two
What is the point of dating someone if all that might
happen in the end is heart break and dissapointment. I'm
talking about befor, during, and at the end. But what
would be life like without trial and error.
Day Three
Fighting with people is not the right thing that anyone
can think to do. But in the end it always happens over one
thing or the other. But you know something fighting with people
sometimes makes me feel better and does the same thing for other
people. I've been fighting with stupid people all day long and I
just dont know if I really want to fight with anymore today or
any day. But without fighting we would not find our selves or
it might not be our selves that we are fighting with, it might not
even be me or you that is fighting it could be the country that is
fighting. But o well right you can only win so many times befor
we start losing.
Once the losing starts some of the time we get consumed
by it. It may be hard to get out of the rut that put us their but once
we are their we start to learn who we really are and that can
either make it worse but sometimes it can make us better our selves.
This is enough ramblings of a 21 year old for tonight.
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Day one
My father once told me that you have to make your self
happy befor you can make someone else happy. Now that I look
back at that advice I think that I finally understand what he
was talking about. But than again I might not.
It all takes time to understand all the things that we
have learned from our parents. That is because we learn alot
from them in the time that we are with them. But how much of
it do we really use in our day to day lives? I know that I don't
use all of the things that I have learned from them.
The reason that I am writing this is because in the
past four months I have been looking to my self for answers
that I still have not found. But sometimes if you want to find
something you have to stop looking for it to find it. But that's
the funny thing about life. Somethings need to be found to get
through the day with a smile on your face.
Some of you who read this might not understand it
but its just a rambling of a 21 year old that has lost love and
and is board at night. Could still be depressed I guess.