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About me ermmmmmmmmmmm well I'm Nicky i was born in the uk, I have 3 beautifull kids Jordan 11 Bethany 9 and jamie 6 And i am a Step mum to Vamps Son Justin , I now live in Montreal Canada With my husband who i met on pal and moved here to be with him. I would like to think i am caring loving sharing, Nice person all round, I have met some AWSOME friends on my time in PALTALK jp_studly NyBooty Tra I IZ DA BRAT Skep and many more..........I have met a few in real life, Jp Ndy Sam Goofy Little miss fiesty elsa. Malibugirl she was so awsome in person i love her so much and i MISS seeing her so much we had so much fun together i love you malibu hun, will be home to see you real soon hun...... they all awsome people and i am glad i met them, They are Very Special to me, Oh i met Dj_wezz too, What a laugh that was

My Hero Is My Husband a love ment to be......through thousands of miles we made it together, Hard work Committment....Trust Understanding..And knowing we would some day be together forever.....He taught me so much...to love my self before any one else..To see people for what and who they are and to know my self....He taught me the calm side of my self....The person i love today...I'm so lucky to have a man who is understanding caring loving and listens to my every need in life.....When my heart beats His Heart beats....We are One heart 2 souls joined together We came through the odds of a Internet Relationship..... Many thought we wouldnt make it Didnt think we had what it would take.....Well to all them Negative people NEENER....We have been together 3 years and married 9 months and still very much in love....I'm not perfect person...I have my faults and So does Vamp but we see through them faults and love each other even more..MY HERO MY HUSBAND

I miss my Family very much, I been away from my kids a year now.....Is hard not seeing them.....My Mum Dad Bro Sis Aunite N Uncle Daz Nikita Marie....I miss the normal things like hanging out with them having a laugh...been there for each other when things are bad and when they are good and enjoying Speacial occasions...But i will be Able to see them all very soon.......and have them times again like we use to.....I LOVE THEM ALL and miss them dearly


I down loaded my yahoo again on to my pc, i was looking at my profile on there.......any way i came across my old blog we made when i was first coming to Canada to meet Vamp WOW was a while ago now any way i got to reading all my messages friends who was about at the time of meeting Vamp and thier well wishes and a few warmed my heart again........here are a few that i found and are still best friends with me to this Day



Sassy And D00D i love you both very much and u both with be in my heart forever

blondi191 said…

BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

You know Im excited that you get to go there and I am so happy that finally, after all you've been thru, you will be as happy as you deserve to be. I love ya both, and I've known Vampers for a while, goes back to GGW..haha... good ol' days... fukin yummys *grumbles*
Anyways, Nicks, IF you ever need anything, you let me know, I will and would do anything out of my power to be able to make you feel that you have friends who are always thinking of you and cant wait to see you two together. It sucks that I cant see you when you fly into Newark, I have that,grrrr *grumbles again*
U've always been there for me and we've had our stupid petty arguements, but dayum girl, yer ma woman. Ya know I love ya more than anything and I am sooo happy and excited for you. You really do mean the world to be and deserve to be the happiest woman alive. Stay safe while yer there and dont forget to look for those Canada sweats I own, heehehe Love ya woman, and Ill keep posting comments now that I realized how it works. lol

Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh cant wait to hear more.



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Nickyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i'm soooooo excited for you...really...i know i say it day after day for months now...lol...but you know i love ya lots and i just want the best for you and for you to be happy with Vamp...he seems like a great guy...i don't know him well...i'm not really on when he is...but from what i know of him he's a sweetie...everything with the two of you will work out just fine...i'm just sure of it...be nice to those pussy's i saw on the blog home page there...lol...i'll say a prayer for you when ya on the plane...try to nap cuz i know ya said you are stayin up all night that first night...muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh take care and let us all know that you land safely...can't wait to see the two of you together...much love...sassy

Vegas who i dont see around very much now i miss her

Norty and Vamp

Weeeee.....The time has has finally come...
What can I say sweetie....
Firstly...I wish you a safe and pleasant journey.
I hope you (DJ Norty) and Vamp have the time of your lifes over the nest 2 weeks.
I wish you both the 'The Best Of Luck'.........
I cant wait to see the two of yous together...What a match made in heaven.

p.s I honestly dont know why ya taking all those sexy panties...cause they aint gonna be on ya ass long....that for sure.

Nicky......Always be a first-rate version of yourself,,instead of a second-rate version of somebody else.
Go Girlie........Have the time of your life..you deserve it.

Bye hunny...Love ya lots....Vegas xxx



Tra mwahhhhhhh hunnnie ya kick ass

To Mah Lil British Fucktard

Better late than never but you know what the reason is behind it.
Honey I wish you a safe trip (but take pics of the crash please) .. I hope that this trip is all that you want it to be & all your wishes & hopes are fullfilled
I'm not sure what I'm looking forward too more .. no more "Im going to Canadaaaaaaaaaaa" or just the sheer fact that there will be peace & quiet .. until you get home that is *groan*
But on a serious not ..
Lifes too short for people to be sitting back & saying "What If" .. you my sweet have decided to take the plunge & I admire you for that, I dont know if I could be so brave.
I'm looking forward to all the stories & pics when you get home & Im so happy that some of your dreams are being fullfilled

Loves Ya
Tra xoxoxoxox



KKG awsome chick love her to bits

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weee nicky n vampy ..kleany here,,about time 2, bet nickys ticket is well smudged with her looking at it every day and thinkin ,,wooohoo not long now eh,, well 3more days and its reality nicky,, time for all that licking n touching that u both so want to do,,smooches,,,and i wish ya both all the luck in the world u r made 4 each other and theres sumtin special in this relationship thats brought u both so close to each other, have a afe trip there and if you come back,,lol,, but have a great time together,,make sure you explore all the bits of each other ,even deep within,and im sure the heart is the 1st place to start with, i love ya both Kleanyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



And My Husbands Thoughts on it all

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Many have commented that its a fools trial to you i say keep your negativity to yourself their is no need for it in our lifes,
For those that we call real friends i would like to thank you on behalf of us both for you are truly special people we have transcended space and this thing we all call the internet and have brought emotion and caring into anothers life ,for that we are thankful .
I consider myself blessed twice in this life once for teh birth of my son the sunshine of my life for who no sacrifice is too large and now again for my nicky who sees me for my faults and for my humanity and loves me in spite of myself ,
In return i offer only myself and my heart for as long as the lord above sees fit i am worthy of such riches in my life ,
Again thank you to all of you that take a moment and see the real people behind the passing hobby and feel a real breathing person underneath ,you will always be kept in our thoughts ,
I will dare to ask for any of you that are spiritual in nature to say a prayer as i will be for nickys safe deliverance to me tuesday .
I thank you for your prayers ,stay tuned i promise i will lighten up bars open people .


Vampy


Have you ever looked in to some ones eyes and seen thier soul? Bareing thier everything to you? thats what i see when i look in to vamps eyes the most awsome feeling i never thought i would feel, He makes me feel so loved so wanted so needed he brings the real me, I still cant belive i am here with him and holding him like a fairy tale, soul mates is this is what we are, Knowing how one is feeling knowing what one wants with out saying a word, Its like we have known each other for a life time and i KNOW we will be together for a life time
Vampy xoxox



Current mood: Remembering Loved Ones


Footprints in the Sand


One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,
"The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you."


Mary Stevenson

I read this out at my Grans Funeral Miss her alot My god look after her :)

Current mood: Remembering


Miss Me - But Let Me Go
When I come to the end of the road,
and the sun has set me free
I want no rites in a gloom filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little - but not too long,
and not with your head bowed low,
Remember the love that we once shared,
Miss me - but let me go,

For this journey that we all must take,
and each must go alone,
It's all a part of the Master's plan
A step on the road home

When you are lonely and sick at heart
Go to the hills we know,
and bury your sorrow among the trees
Miss me - but let me go.